HEY ALL!:D
came over to pick up some clothes so decided to blog.well nothing much.whole day rain rain rain.
23rd:
ate.met hannah.went church.end up at popcorn with cord.sweet/salty?tian hai shi sian.sweetened or salted.oh my.don't think i want to see another popcorn for a while.talked with charlene:Dcabbed home.
24th:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER AND YOLANDA:D
outing with 'ster to watch death note 2:the last name.it was okie i guess.she bought a top.we walked around.home.she had some dinner thingy.
25th:
post STRINGS party.convinced heather to go(:met her and isabelat the atrium.went for party.dinner.watched the musical.pictures.cake.home.
26th:
stuck home.almost died.ahhh.shall not elaborate.
27th:
met 'ster.went to bugis.walked around.went macs.met evelyn.pei ta.she ahhh.amanda arrived so we left.walked some more.bought presents.he came.went to cut hair.so long please.and now i look like a guy.oh wells.please let it GROW!!!ahhh!home.couldn't sleep till like 4 plus.oh my!
28th:
woke up at 12 plus.ate.slacked.read.okie.have decided to take up cousin's advice to read.i used to read so much.think i can get a hang of it all over again.perhaps i'll become a loner:Dhaha.oh wells.anyone who wants to buy me anything can get me books:Dplease ask me for the author though.i like fantasies.non-fiction:D
oh lord.i don't know what i'm doing anymore.i really need your help and guidance.i really don't know if i can take it anymore.its really driving me nuts.i need you now.more than ever.i know you hear me.but why do you seem so far away.help me to learn to trust father.help me...
back.for now.
Thursday, December 28, 2006
STRINGS!:D
Saturday, December 23, 2006
THE DAY!:
-edited-
decided this post is post-worthy to be by itself.so there!haha(:woke up early.met hannah for lunch.end up didn't eat.saw joan.went to church together.did the drinks.went up.did light sticks and bulletin.on all 4s.crawling back and forth.realised bulletins face wrong side so had to change.oh wells.changed.bulletin shortage.somehow i ended up bringing it up.wah shiyun is right man!you really need the stamina to be an usher.oh wells.kim and weishi gave me presents!:Dthanks!oh ya!happy birthday to carissa!(:eventually the people settled down.collected offerings.went with harrison to keep the offering.ended up missing so much of the musical.heard germaine singing.could just feel the holy spirit doing its work man(:oh wells.i saw myself in the musical though.i did act please.it was shortened.saw my sweater,jeans and shoes.haha.'ster saw my bracelet.errr.haha.had area time.ate.played.discussion.gave out food for friends.left for dessert.back.wtched 3 movies.lovewrecked.legally blonde 1&2.slept at like close to 3.equated to headache today.oh wells.how can i forget!jia rong re-dedicated herself to christ!wheee!and she's coming back for service on the 30th!so happy please!58 salvations:Dall the hardwork put in by everone was all worth it:Dawesome time:DTHIS IS THE SEASON OF GIVING!:D
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decided this post is post-worthy to be by itself.so there!haha(:woke up early.met hannah for lunch.end up didn't eat.saw joan.went to church together.did the drinks.went up.did light sticks and bulletin.on all 4s.crawling back and forth.realised bulletins face wrong side so had to change.oh wells.changed.bulletin shortage.somehow i ended up bringing it up.wah shiyun is right man!you really need the stamina to be an usher.oh wells.kim and weishi gave me presents!:Dthanks!oh ya!happy birthday to carissa!(:eventually the people settled down.collected offerings.went with harrison to keep the offering.ended up missing so much of the musical.heard germaine singing.could just feel the holy spirit doing its work man(:oh wells.i saw myself in the musical though.i did act please.it was shortened.saw my sweater,jeans and shoes.haha.'ster saw my bracelet.errr.haha.had area time.ate.played.discussion.gave out food for friends.left for dessert.back.wtched 3 movies.lovewrecked.legally blonde 1&2.slept at like close to 3.equated to headache today.oh wells.how can i forget!jia rong re-dedicated herself to christ!wheee!and she's coming back for service on the 30th!so happy please!58 salvations:Dall the hardwork put in by everone was all worth it:Dawesome time:DTHIS IS THE SEASON OF GIVING!:D
slacked my whole day away.online like so long.oh wells.what to do.no internet at home.good also cause like no going out clothes liao.oh wells.nice daddy's going to help bring my stuff home for me cause i got to go church.going to help make popcorn and candyfloss(:sweet eh:Dyay!lil kid will be there so won't be that boring.got someone to disturb:D
hee...
tuesday:
supposed to meet sab but didn't due to the heavy downpour over the other side of singapore.slacked.met janel for dinner.informed her of location so early and yet she still missed the bus.met at tanah merah instead.ate at macs.got my flowers:Dred and orange(:was surprisingly early for meeting.joan gave me belated present(:THANKS!(:went out with them watched them eat.had dessert.got caught in the rain.prayer meeting.got a ride out thanks to geraldine'sbrother.went home with janel and geraldine.conversation on the bus was...heh.
wednesday:
went home to get clothes needed for STRINGS.pants kena paint.argh.went over to janel house.zy and rachel came over after that.they weren't fasting.tried tempting us.thanks ahhh.watched over the hedge and step up.bought food.insects came.so gross.its the rain la please.movie.talked to yihui:D
supposed to meet sab but didn't due to the heavy downpour over the other side of singapore.slacked.met janel for dinner.informed her of location so early and yet she still missed the bus.met at tanah merah instead.ate at macs.got my flowers:Dred and orange(:was surprisingly early for meeting.joan gave me belated present(:THANKS!(:went out with them watched them eat.had dessert.got caught in the rain.prayer meeting.got a ride out thanks to geraldine'sbrother.went home with janel and geraldine.conversation on the bus was...heh.
wednesday:
went home to get clothes needed for STRINGS.pants kena paint.argh.went over to janel house.zy and rachel came over after that.they weren't fasting.tried tempting us.thanks ahhh.watched over the hedge and step up.bought food.insects came.so gross.its the rain la please.movie.talked to yihui:D
met sab today.passed her the comics.finally.got a new 1 from her.just found out.i'm moving back tomorrow.haiz.that equates to no internet connection.haiz.oh wells.more tonight i guess.make full use of it now(:heh.
outing to ikea megastore.
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
lost.
once again cell bridging was cancelled.oh wells.online.decided to go to the ikea megastore with geraldine(:the one in between tampines and pasir ris.
-edited by request of geraldine-
walked around rather aimlessly while talking crap.got our stuff and left.waited 1/2 and hour for the shuttle bus.waste of time!the bus was like a pack of sardines!geraldine ended up leaning on my left hand.in short it was a torturous journey. however we noticed this couple who was there on our journey there.we called them the green couple cause the guy was wearing this green converse jacket.haha.then bumped into them in ikea.and then on our journey back.quite sweet looking at them.heh.
went to tm.didn't see anything nice in perlini silver.cs next.bought my stuff(:geraldine is a really picky girl i tell you!oh wells.oh ya!saw g2000 and remembered what pastor vincent said about his revelation:spiritual discontentment.so geraldine was like lets pray so we prayed for STRINGS!(:wheee.haha.went home.started raining cats and dogs.online.tv.watched john tucker must die.online.
tomorrow:meet sab for lunch.
usher briefing.
prayer meeting.
once again cell bridging was cancelled.oh wells.online.decided to go to the ikea megastore with geraldine(:the one in between tampines and pasir ris.
-edited by request of geraldine-
walked around rather aimlessly while talking crap.got our stuff and left.waited 1/2 and hour for the shuttle bus.waste of time!the bus was like a pack of sardines!geraldine ended up leaning on my left hand.in short it was a torturous journey. however we noticed this couple who was there on our journey there.we called them the green couple cause the guy was wearing this green converse jacket.haha.then bumped into them in ikea.and then on our journey back.quite sweet looking at them.heh.
went to tm.didn't see anything nice in perlini silver.cs next.bought my stuff(:geraldine is a really picky girl i tell you!oh wells.oh ya!saw g2000 and remembered what pastor vincent said about his revelation:spiritual discontentment.so geraldine was like lets pray so we prayed for STRINGS!(:wheee.haha.went home.started raining cats and dogs.online.tv.watched john tucker must die.online.
tomorrow:meet sab for lunch.
usher briefing.
prayer meeting.
xia gou xia mao(:
Monday, December 18, 2006
hmmz.don't know why but i've recently started posting my prayers on my blog.oh wells.
STRINGS!can't wait(:
http://www.riverlife.org.sg/megalife/strings/
lalalaaa...
i want to...
LIVE MY LIFE LOUD FOR HIM!:D
S1M4J:D
be a:
GOD-ADDICT:D
GOD CHASER:D
PROOF PRODUCER:D
dinner-ed.mei's spaghetti was okie.i became the orange scientist.like what the...oh wells.
hmmz.guess i think too much and more often than not i let my emotions take control.soemtimes i just can't help it.i didn't really mean to emotionally blackmail anyone.i'm sorry if i've done that to you.i can't even seem to say anything right.just want to get to know you.don't think you'll see this.its jsut as well?feel so dry.don't know what i'm doing anymore.i still love god.but he just seem so not there?thought i was back on track after camp but its like i'm still dry.there seems to be this hollow spot in me.i really miss having god in the centre of my life.i'm really excited about strings.but remembering my dry-ness i just feel so unworthy to serve him that day.or even to invite anyone.i don't know.
STRINGS
i really want that to be the most important thing in my life now.GOD.saving 1 more for him.nothing else.
father lord i prayer that you'll teach me to surrender my life to you and that you'll once again take the conrol wheel in my life.i know with you i can do all things.so i pray that you'll once again be in the centre of my life and that nothing can ever move you away from that place in my life.i've decided to follow you and i'm not going to turn back now.no matter what happens you have been there so faithfully for me.i'm so unworthy and yet you have done it.you were nailed onto the cross.just for me.i'm not turning back just cause of this temptation.so father lord i pray that you'll give me strength and help me perservere through all this.amen.
lalalaaa(:
-yesterday-
fell down on my way home-.-"got my skirt.late in meeting weishi.she ate,so yesterday was not counted k!slacked.changed.was the only bulletin-er.busy please.service was good.
cell went for dinner at food court(:then grass patch for a tub of ben and jerry's(:ran around.bus movie.home.
just found out that i'm ushering for STRINGS.can't wait!:D
-today-
mum bought me new top and pants(:rained heavily.waited for rain to stop.sooo longgg later please.had to lug the heavy paper bag back to aunt's place.online.not many people are.oh wells.lalalaaa.heard me's cooking and that there's pizza.now they are playing risk-.-"oh wells...
more tonight(:
-yesterday-
fell down on my way home-.-"got my skirt.late in meeting weishi.she ate,so yesterday was not counted k!slacked.changed.was the only bulletin-er.busy please.service was good.
cell went for dinner at food court(:then grass patch for a tub of ben and jerry's(:ran around.bus movie.home.
just found out that i'm ushering for STRINGS.can't wait!:D
-today-
mum bought me new top and pants(:rained heavily.waited for rain to stop.sooo longgg later please.had to lug the heavy paper bag back to aunt's place.online.not many people are.oh wells.lalalaaa.heard me's cooking and that there's pizza.now they are playing risk-.-"oh wells...
more tonight(:
thingmagic(:
Sunday, December 17, 2006
smell the harvest?:D
couldn't post yesterday cause i went home.mmhmm.so i post now(:
amirah sms-ed and cancelled outing due to hospital appointment.rahhh.so went with cousins for dental appointment.was sms-ing my other cousin so had to stand outside.apparently:it might affect the equipments.oh wells.we are going out just that she sails so often she's like so busy please so got to wait for yher to arrange date.oh wells(:
shopped for my youngest cousin's school bag.high class plase.check height,comfortable or not etc...its supposed to help with the posture.went to toysrus.girls=stress balls.guys=risk.the memories of that game.neverending even after 5 hours-.-"think i blogged about that.oh wells.
hilton hotel for lunch.argh.living with my aunt is so...okie nevermind.left for some orthodontist appointment for shu at marina hotel.got a ride home.
slacked.watched fear factor.so sick.bleagh.left to meet 'ster.she cabbed.1 more minute and she's late.tsk.so her.met rachel.she was so early.aiyo.bought wrapping papers(:went to meet sa.they had to chiong through dinner leaving behind that golden hill=fries.i watched them eat.i got self-control k![moved my fast to dinner and breakfast].surprisingly not late for service.it was good eh?haha.HARVEST:D.
left with sa.'ster and her bro.sa acted like some kid on our way to the bus stop.amusing herself.then i was abit cukoo on the bus.oh wells.home.watched this show called suspect zero.sick.rated 16 for violence.qt.sleep(:
today:grabbed almost everything cause realized i forgot my skirt only when on the bus.tsk.so going home again.ahhh.oh wells.service at worship centre!can't wait!:Dblog tomorrow cause going home again(:by the way...
HANNAH!WHY ARE YOU SO BUSY!TSKTSK!
couldn't post yesterday cause i went home.mmhmm.so i post now(:
amirah sms-ed and cancelled outing due to hospital appointment.rahhh.so went with cousins for dental appointment.was sms-ing my other cousin so had to stand outside.apparently:it might affect the equipments.oh wells.we are going out just that she sails so often she's like so busy please so got to wait for yher to arrange date.oh wells(:
shopped for my youngest cousin's school bag.high class plase.check height,comfortable or not etc...its supposed to help with the posture.went to toysrus.girls=stress balls.guys=risk.the memories of that game.neverending even after 5 hours-.-"think i blogged about that.oh wells.
hilton hotel for lunch.argh.living with my aunt is so...okie nevermind.left for some orthodontist appointment for shu at marina hotel.got a ride home.
slacked.watched fear factor.so sick.bleagh.left to meet 'ster.she cabbed.1 more minute and she's late.tsk.so her.met rachel.she was so early.aiyo.bought wrapping papers(:went to meet sa.they had to chiong through dinner leaving behind that golden hill=fries.i watched them eat.i got self-control k![moved my fast to dinner and breakfast].surprisingly not late for service.it was good eh?haha.HARVEST:D.
left with sa.'ster and her bro.sa acted like some kid on our way to the bus stop.amusing herself.then i was abit cukoo on the bus.oh wells.home.watched this show called suspect zero.sick.rated 16 for violence.qt.sleep(:
today:grabbed almost everything cause realized i forgot my skirt only when on the bus.tsk.so going home again.ahhh.oh wells.service at worship centre!can't wait!:Dblog tomorrow cause going home again(:by the way...
HANNAH!WHY ARE YOU SO BUSY!TSKTSK!
LAMENESS(:
Friday, December 15, 2006
disappointed
due to the few number of friends cell bridging was postponed to next monday.might as well since it was raining.
mei decided to come back tomorrow.boys went for baking lesson at chinese swimming club.log cake.had dessert:Dhaiz.the extra weight.shu had the puree waffle thingy:mango.typed peach initially.SORRY SHU!i had banana boat.left cause shu had some physio thingmagic.
reached at 1500.slacked.decided to play stress then followed by uno.lost terribly to shu.TSK.she did some funny movements.haha.then some ultrasound.on her leg.haha.you can use it to talk to dolphins but can't hear reply.haha(:that phsio terapist whom is hereby known as poonie was like crapping with us la.started talking about star wars with shu.crapped half the time please.aiyo.
went to baker's well.snacks.see la!think all the weight i lost is back.haiz.had snacks.ake.slack.dinner.bathed.malay lesson.maly's funny!haha:Dtv.wah stupid la.i actually walked and banged into this sofa thingy.wood some more!this is like blue-black month please.
now online but no one's talking to me.i'm bored.lalalaaa.oh i'm going home tomorrow so no computer!blog again on saturday:Dsaturday's so exciting:D
tomorrow:area fast till 6.
outing with amirah to borders.
prayer meeting at night.
home sweet home:D
due to the few number of friends cell bridging was postponed to next monday.might as well since it was raining.
mei decided to come back tomorrow.boys went for baking lesson at chinese swimming club.log cake.had dessert:Dhaiz.the extra weight.shu had the puree waffle thingy:mango.typed peach initially.SORRY SHU!i had banana boat.left cause shu had some physio thingmagic.
reached at 1500.slacked.decided to play stress then followed by uno.lost terribly to shu.TSK.she did some funny movements.haha.then some ultrasound.on her leg.haha.you can use it to talk to dolphins but can't hear reply.haha(:that phsio terapist whom is hereby known as poonie was like crapping with us la.started talking about star wars with shu.crapped half the time please.aiyo.
went to baker's well.snacks.see la!think all the weight i lost is back.haiz.had snacks.ake.slack.dinner.bathed.malay lesson.maly's funny!haha:Dtv.wah stupid la.i actually walked and banged into this sofa thingy.wood some more!this is like blue-black month please.
now online but no one's talking to me.i'm bored.lalalaaa.oh i'm going home tomorrow so no computer!blog again on saturday:Dsaturday's so exciting:D
tomorrow:area fast till 6.
outing with amirah to borders.
prayer meeting at night.
home sweet home:D
78th(:
Thursday, December 14, 2006
wet:D
out with janel today.ikea.settled shopping:Dmet zy.walked around.ate.caught in the rain due to lack of zy's house keys and janel causing us to alight at the wrong stop.cabbed to station.'nel sat down 1st.she like some jelly please.reached back.xia gou xia mao(:haha.i just love rainy days!don't you.hehs.sis went home.some back appointment tomorrow.lesson for all:don't slouch or you'll be like my sis.or worse.tsktsk.
that aside...
recently abit nuts la.can't believe i actually spent the first few hours of my birthday crying.stupid emo show!rahhh.haiz.actually i'm rather emo.easily swayed by shows/books etc.bad eh...oh wells.i'm high now.sorry to those that i have disturbed eh!heh.
tomorrow:cell bridging:D
father lord i place tomorrow's event in your hands and that it'll happen in accordance with your will.and i pray for good weather and also against any objections for the friends that we have invited for tomorrow's event.also that all the planning will go according to plan and even if we meet with a problem you'll provide help.so i pray all this in jesus' name.amen:D
friday:outing with amirah.
prayer meeting:D
saturday :lunch with weishi:D
i believe we will finally have lunch together you busy person
(:
first service at worship:D
i'm ushering(:so exciting eh!can't wait.woohoo!
father i pray that all things will go smoothly and that you will multiple our time so we would be ready for or even before the start of service.i also pray that you'll anoint the speaker's lips so that his message will touch our friends.finally i pray that the newcomers will feel so welcome by the ushers.in jesus' name i pray.amen:D
my youngest cousin is so cute:Dnow i suddenly feel like i have 3 more siblings.weird can!oh wells randomness(:
out with janel today.ikea.settled shopping:Dmet zy.walked around.ate.caught in the rain due to lack of zy's house keys and janel causing us to alight at the wrong stop.cabbed to station.'nel sat down 1st.she like some jelly please.reached back.xia gou xia mao(:haha.i just love rainy days!don't you.hehs.sis went home.some back appointment tomorrow.lesson for all:don't slouch or you'll be like my sis.or worse.tsktsk.
that aside...
recently abit nuts la.can't believe i actually spent the first few hours of my birthday crying.stupid emo show!rahhh.haiz.actually i'm rather emo.easily swayed by shows/books etc.bad eh...oh wells.i'm high now.sorry to those that i have disturbed eh!heh.
tomorrow:cell bridging:D
father lord i place tomorrow's event in your hands and that it'll happen in accordance with your will.and i pray for good weather and also against any objections for the friends that we have invited for tomorrow's event.also that all the planning will go according to plan and even if we meet with a problem you'll provide help.so i pray all this in jesus' name.amen:D
friday:outing with amirah.
prayer meeting:D
saturday :lunch with weishi:D
i believe we will finally have lunch together you busy person
(:
first service at worship:D
i'm ushering(:so exciting eh!can't wait.woohoo!
father i pray that all things will go smoothly and that you will multiple our time so we would be ready for or even before the start of service.i also pray that you'll anoint the speaker's lips so that his message will touch our friends.finally i pray that the newcomers will feel so welcome by the ushers.in jesus' name i pray.amen:D
my youngest cousin is so cute:Dnow i suddenly feel like i have 3 more siblings.weird can!oh wells randomness(:
77th post(:
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
16-ed(:
oh wells.this is the 77th post.wanted to post it on my birthday but...oh wells.i'll just post briefly cause my cousin's keyboard's...yep staying over due to renovations.
FORTIFIED CAMP
domain:gibeah
group:baruch
well.its most probably my last in megalife unless i go to jc.sad.haiz.didn't really get what i want.its like those who didn't really expect anything got it but those who expected alot didn't get it.oh wells.but overall it was a great camp(:slept for 15 hours-.-"
USHERS CAMP
group:rudolph[?!]
started on my birthday.met hannah for breakfast.admin.icebreaker.skit planning.lunch.games.food.service.waterbombs<-that must blog(:so fun.played at b2.so slippery we started sliding around.fun.haha.accidents were obviously not avoided eh.slept at 2am for like less than 5 hours?oh wells.breakfast.service.etc...accompanied hannah to jurong after that.slept fpr 15 housrs again-.-"
BIRTHDAY
this is one of the best birthdays i ever had.thanks for all the sms-ses from[in order of receiving]janel.jolynn.amirah.joce.eli.pav.chicken little.chuwen.jy.hannah.sa.lisbeth.sheralyn.yo.shu.xab.shelly.yanling jiejie.chiahui.tutor.esther.jonathan.ushers.and the frames from eli and rachel(:thank you one and all!haha.
finally.to those who wants to contact me please call/sms my handphone eh(:thanks(:
oh wells.this is the 77th post.wanted to post it on my birthday but...oh wells.i'll just post briefly cause my cousin's keyboard's...yep staying over due to renovations.
FORTIFIED CAMP
domain:gibeah
group:baruch
well.its most probably my last in megalife unless i go to jc.sad.haiz.didn't really get what i want.its like those who didn't really expect anything got it but those who expected alot didn't get it.oh wells.but overall it was a great camp(:slept for 15 hours-.-"
USHERS CAMP
group:rudolph[?!]
started on my birthday.met hannah for breakfast.admin.icebreaker.skit planning.lunch.games.food.service.waterbombs<-that must blog(:so fun.played at b2.so slippery we started sliding around.fun.haha.accidents were obviously not avoided eh.slept at 2am for like less than 5 hours?oh wells.breakfast.service.etc...accompanied hannah to jurong after that.slept fpr 15 housrs again-.-"
BIRTHDAY
this is one of the best birthdays i ever had.thanks for all the sms-ses from[in order of receiving]janel.jolynn.amirah.joce.eli.pav.chicken little.chuwen.jy.hannah.sa.lisbeth.sheralyn.yo.shu.xab.shelly.yanling jiejie.chiahui.tutor.esther.jonathan.ushers.and the frames from eli and rachel(:thank you one and all!haha.
finally.to those who wants to contact me please call/sms my handphone eh(:thanks(:
