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&imATadDarker
Saturday, January 31, 2009







went tanning with lis((:
accompanied her to bedok mrt.
supposed to be studying.
doing anything and everything but that.
and i really think my english is degrading)):
really have to start studying tomorrowww.



a longing deep in my heart.
who can understand.



&byeIP!
Friday, January 30, 2009







almost extremely late meeting aisyah.
assessments gives me heart attacks=.=
no one wanted to go so i volunteered=.=
now only left with DSA's=.=
waited for aisyah/sichian till 6.
had grinning gecko as usual((:
tomorrow with lis!!!((:



if i asked...
would you?



&homeworkkk...



  • DSA assessment[week 17]
  • CTs->Exams

by faith i'll survive
with love i'll attempt[try]
and place my hope in Him...


&ymi
Thursday, January 29, 2009







i just wanted to post the pictures((:
maybe can vote which one nicest. LOL!
yeah i'm bored=x




if you'll give me yours.
i'll give you mine.
promise...


&CNYDay2And3
Wednesday, January 28, 2009






sis.me.shu

while nua-ing in my room shu and i pictur-ed.
apparently we took 88 photos.
yesh we were that bored.
shall upload bit by bit((:
visiting was tiring)):
train was so crowded and china women talk so loud=x
some mad man sad beside me and freaked me out=x
thank God for the manageable EC paper!



if only you reciprocrated...


&reunionDinner
Sunday, January 25, 2009

due to many peace signs displayed grandma dearest thought we were stuff behind her=x
very glam people! LOL!
like a family portrait! LOL!
i have a long neck=x
nice picture though grandma disagrees. LOL!



posing for this picture and the one below required patience and abit of muscle cramps=x

food galore((:
1st cny after i'm legal. LOL!
my bowl; food piling to close the lid.
shu's bowl with her piggy fishcake.

didn't meet lis today afterall...
dinner was funnn((:
there was the many jokes((:
youngest cousin's talking too much. LOL!
talking about some logic why ramen's called ramen.
all i heard was ra-ra-ra-ramennn. LOL!
grandma taking very long to take a picture.
pictures aren't in order though. LOL!



&whyyy...
isit so hard.
the blissfulness
to forget...


&itsCrowdedEveryWhere
Saturday, January 24, 2009

blue-blackkk)):
my new curtains. looks peach-ish but its actually yellow... mum says like malay house liddat.

went for cny service after school yesterday.

slipped and fell on my way home.
landed my both knees.
result: two patches of blue-blacks)):
thought of going cny shopping.
called up preet and she said okie((:
met at dhoby and walked around.
walked to bugis((:
everywhere was so crowded!
it was such a turn-off.
however it was a good catch-up((:
thanks for going out with me though you were in pain!((:
please rest well and sleep early!
gonna meet lis tomorrowww((:



just wanna forget your face.
your existance...


&silence
Thursday, January 22, 2009


Happy Birthday Joyce dearest!((:
ps. we should go out soon!!!
then i can post a nicer photo((:

the week is FINALLY ending!
this week has got to be the longest.
seems to be neverending!@_@
not looking forward to cny at all.
no time to do proper shopping for cny clothes.

wish it was in february.
everything just seems so rush!
just wanna get over and done with this sem.
thank God for daniel and preet for their help!
just wanna bring myself to the wall!!!
[inside joke. jojo should get it((;]
so sorry if i keep signing in and out of msn!
i have no idea why! arghhh...



&uoyssimi


&theGreatConfusion
Wednesday, January 21, 2009



today's long day was so uncalled for.
should have just skipped the class.

only the last 15mins was important=.=

i'm damn excited!((:
sadly there's nothing to look forward to anymore.
CTs->exams->[O]IPP->fyp



why are you like a memory that keeps haunting me.
never wanting to let me go...



&rightHereRightNow
Tuesday, January 20, 2009



so sorry dear...

your phone's pictures have this grainy quality and i was bored so tada!



&i'm such a sucker...


&lucky

Do you hear me, 
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

***Lucky - Jason Mraz***


&theGreatDistance
Monday, January 19, 2009

we both think its a nice picture((:
170109
went with jojo to post her letters.
then to church with esther.

dinner at pastamania's.

far east for shopping.
got my shoes((:

180109
got a ride from jojo((:

parkway parade for topman.

stuff from cotton on((:

met aisyah and had LJS.
concert at esplanade((:

190109

longest monday ever...

so freaking tired.

ended school at 2215.

talk about monday blues manz=.=




&i was so ready to let go already...


&whatAWindyDay
Friday, January 16, 2009

skipped WDD and WPDP lecture=x
WDD lab today was kinda cheem=.=
lab test next week with no mock=.=
re-took ip lab test.
finished almost everything in like 1/2hr.
finally solved the error and it feels woots!((:
had grinning gecko with syasya((:
looking forward to tomorrowwww!!!((:



what a way to start the first month of the first year.
is there anyway to like shut your brain down for as long as you want...


&hmmm...

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx


&dumb|dumber|dumbest
Thursday, January 15, 2009

EC paper's on the 3rd day of cny!!!=.=
CTs timetable

exam timetable's out!
1602 - CM2
1802 - OSM
2402 - IP



there's no right or wrong.
only outcome...

wish my brain will just shut down one day or something...



"esOfTheDay
Wednesday, January 14, 2009


the sun was too glaring)):

as of today i'm done with CS2!!!
hooray!*jumps around and twirls*
had formal presentation today.

maths was a total zzz...


don't think so much
just go find someone better
he's an asshole/basketcase/jerk etc




bursting your own bubble's not such a bad idea afterall...
don't act dumb too much.
cause you'll really become dumb.
and also fell dumber.

i miss you L. i really do.


&realityCheck
Sunday, January 11, 2009

cabbed to church with jojo and 'ster.
all were dying due to the previous night.
shall not elaborate but you can ask me.
sat together as a cell for like the 1st time?
had lunch together also for the 1st time?
went with jojo and 'ster to tampines macs.
we made so much noice laughing la!
thanks to me being crappy as usual i guess. LOL!
i was busy making fun of jojo and 'ster's food=x
cabbed home with the two((:



sorry.
i'msorryforeverythingi'vedonethatscauseyoutobeupset.
iguessthewaythingshasturnedoutistheresultofwhatbothpartieshasdone.
ibelievethatwhenthingsturnsoutthiswaybothpartiesareatfault.
iguessihaven'tbeenmuchofthatawesomeafriendafterall.
iguessi'velostallthatiamthedayilostGod.
iguessidon'tevenhavetherighttoloveanyonenow.
idon'tevenloveHimanymore.
idon'tevenknowwhoiamanymore.
iseemtobejustanemptyshellthatsforcedtocarryonwiththeflowoflife.
whateveritisistillloveyouandwillbehereforyouifyoustillwannabefriends.
ihavenoideawhattodo.
someonepleasejustkillme.
whatthehellamidoing.
ifanyoneactuallybotherstoreadthisireallyappreacteyourcareandconcernforme.


&done
Saturday, January 10, 2009


today started out great.

got my 12hrs of rest.
went downhill all the way after that...
just wanna run away...



so...
what does it mean to be happy.
what does it mean to be filled with joy.

i don't know who i am anymore.


&goodBeginings
Thursday, January 08, 2009

by esther[though she should have tilted abit more]
our fondue. woots!((:
esther/jojo/me

breakfast with my parents is enjoyable as always.
journey to school wasn't that bad((;
OH shirt is really ugly=.=
having second thoughts already.
aisyah helped me with DSA during maths.
went to walk around after IM.
took bus home with jojo((:
driver gave me a terrible headache=.=
tomorrow have light bag!!!((:
i am sooo sleepyyy...



i can't promise but
i will learn to let go...
slowly i will.


&aGunToMyHead
Wednesday, January 07, 2009

as promised.

its already week 13!
the list of homework grows.
done: WPDP project and presentation.
need to shopping for cny clothes.


i just wanna settle everything.
this is all so unnessary.
arghhh...



&IMH
Sunday, January 04, 2009


i just really like this picture so i'm gonna post again((:

no the title doesn't mean what you think it does.
or maybe it does so go figure((;

wore the wrong shoes today=.=

now i have like 2 blisters on each leg=.=

had lunch and pool-ed today.

supposed to watch movie at cs.

end up watching iron man at shawn's place.

just wanna say...
i love you lisbeth ng min er!((:

its gonna be tough.
but i'm gonna do it.



&mymHB
Saturday, January 03, 2009


esther & i((:
while waiting for zeek and the rest.
me.shu.mei


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