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speechless...

Saturday, May 31, 2008

was really pissed off with packet tracer and went blog-hopping...
this is an exact copy and paste of my sis' post.
i've totally lost any intention to apologize.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

I'm A Natural Rebel And There's Nothing You Can Do About It /5:17 AM
Today, something rather massive happened. I finally enough of that major asshole of a bitch that I unfortunately have as a sister so I ran out of the house. Initially, I wanted to go to the Pasir Ris beach but didn't instead I went to White Sands cause Min was hungry. Later, I decided that since I'm going to rebel against my sister, I bought a deck of tarot cards. Muahahaha! it's real cool actually. (:

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Sleep sleep sleep /6:53 AM
Ya I just got fifty bucks :)

thats after i got really pissed and threw the money at her.
i can't belive this at all.not at all.
she doesn't think she's at fault.at all.
is she really my sister?
God save me please.

2 daysss=.=

Friday, May 30, 2008

its finally friday!!!((:
but thanks to my 2 days of mc i had a relatively short week(:
everything started on tuesday morning on my way to school=.=
was on the train when i suddenly became nauseous and this terrible stomachache.
almost made a u-turn home when at bugis everything stopped.
while waiting for the props to be moved down i made a run for the toilet=.=
had to run between blk L and macs to get the cd=.=
started raining at 4+ and it flooded so had to evacuate=.=
its a wonder that i actually survived the day manz.
went for cell after that : watched video of paul washer and coffee bean-ed after that.
took some medications after i got home.
woke up the next day in pain and just didn't think i'll be able to make it to school.
went to see the doctor : medicine : flu/cough/fever/muscleache.
slept the day away like some pig manz=.=
but it didn't just end there cause i suddenly became giddy and nauseous.
became really like jelly after i threw up=.=
woke up this morning at different timings and then at 7 plus=.=
was preparing to leave the house already and cab down.
then i suddenly became giddy and plus i didn't study for RAD[heard it was easy=.=].
went back to sleeping on and off=.=
highlighted notes for ddi but would keep becoming giddy=.=
this is a bad time to get sick manz=.=

GOD please give me good health)):

i miss...
AMYYY!!!
-who's too tied down by work and not very well either)):
LISBETH!!!
-who's probably in a mess[?!]):
ALICIA!!!
-whom i just went out with.
JANEL!!!
-whom i couldn't go out with due to cell.
GERRY!!!
-who was too busy with exams)):
ROXANE!!!
-whom i also just went out with but what the heck!LOL!

COME HOLIDAYSSS COMEEE~!!!ROARRR)):

slacker...

Sunday, May 25, 2008

supposed to be studying for the tests tomorrow.

however i totally have no mood now):

really should start to study especially since its going to be CTs soon.

somehow i've started to slack alot this year.

allowed myself to be distracted by things around.

this is really terrible manz=.=
went to celeste's house to do the props yesterday.
thanks celeste and many other's who's helped((:
the shadows : me/hq/vishal/meiyi((:

be with me

Thursday, May 22, 2008

well i'm better since the last post...
guess some might feel that i shouldn't be.
but oh wells..
now have this situation thats like a bugger sia=.=
TLW!!!
i didn't break TLW la don't be mistaken.
just that the situation is rather tempting la.
BUT with that talk from my dear CL i'm awakened!
HAHAHA...
so now i'm just freaking out and trying to keep to myself.
just leave me alone pleaseee...
if you want to know whats the situation ask me.
don't want the wrong people to read this.
and then something else happened right after that situation.
some guy asked me for my number on viwawa.
funny how it all happens at one go isn't it.
when it doesn't you wish it does.
the irony of life manz.
oh wells whats new...
miss amy so very very very much)):
hope she's well though)):
really wish i can talk to her nowww.
arghhh...
help me GOD!!!T_T

oh what have i done...

Sunday, May 18, 2008

being sick now is like the worst time off all man=.=
now is down to headache and sore throat):
impact high tea was rather fun and interesting(:

the next part of the post is not pleasant.
however it is my blog and i'm just going ahead anyway.
so reader's discretion is advised.

recently haven't been in a good mood.
it all happened last friday when i had this quarrel with my sis.
was rather childish actually but...
what happened was just that she didn't want to lend me her stuff.
cause i spoiled it the last time and yes i'm sorry.
and it ended with the usual next time don't borrow my stuff thing.
next day i wore her top and she kicked up a fuss.
so i just threw it back at her and left.
on sunday when i got back from church she asked why i wore her jeans.
again i just took it off and threw it back at her.
went to the toilet wanting to wash my legs but!
the moment i stepped in i slipped and fell.
i was in so much shock i could only sit there and call for help.
she didn't even apologize[she was the last to bathe] and refused to.
saying that i've caused this to her before but at least i apologized!
demanded an apology but she just refused and my mum said i was unreasonable.
after that i was just so pissed off and this whole quarrel got worse.
yes i ended up hitting my sis and telling her i hated her.
she subsequently she walked out of the house.
talked to alicia and fell asleep after that.
when i woke up my grandma asked me to call her and being still pissed i refused.
she came home shortly after that and everyone asked her to eat.
i just sat in my room and seemingly everyone ignored me.
only talked to my grandma and dad after that.
last night i was just doing the designs and my sis walked in demanding the bags and dvd.
suddenly i just got so pissed and said i was busy and ignored her.
walked out and heard her talking to her friend about me.
became so pissed i off the tv and we had another quarrel.
after that it just got so bad and yeah i hit her again.
she cried and seeing her cry it just aggravated my anger.
i hit her till this time her spects flew off and there's a mark on her face.
yes i shouldn't have done that and i really feel like shit now.
can't believe that i actually let my anger take control of me.
just became so jealous that everyone was on her side.
no one was doing anything to discipline her and she got away with everything.
since young it seems like its always my fault.
has she ever felt that she was ever at fault?
how can i after doing this be able to do God's work.
at church today i felt like another person.
the happy-go-luck side of me and i wonder if anyone noticed.
God i feel so unworthy of your love.
i seemed to have lost sight of the race.
kinda just really hate myself right now.

oh geez...

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

currently sitting in the library and dying.
supposed to be doing project.
not surprisingly am the only one sitting there.
dying cause i'm sick again with flu=.=
yes i'm sick again and i don't even know how i kena.
intelligently i decided to take my sweater out.
resulting in me freezing and its such a hot day=.=
ARGHHH i need heat!=.=
and i should really start studying=.=
getting really slacky this year for some reason):

love songs with words that still attracts.
so cliched and yet and has that effect.

teardrops on my guitar.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

tuesday
had project meeting and saw preet/nettez/jl.
had dinner with preet/nettez/cindy.
preet and nettez waited with me for cab((:
finally went for cell after don't know when man.
went for superdog after cell.
got a lift home from yh.

wednesday
met joan at orchard platform.
walked around wisma but not fruitful.
went to dhoby and got a top((:
counter guy's good loking((:
went to suntec and realized my top was missing a tie thing.
wanted to change but no receipt so cannot):
had dinner at foodcourt((:
bought belts at john little.
went with joan to get her dress.
thank God ian was around.

thursday
think i got into the best elective man.
ended early again((:
finished up marketplace((:

friday
most tiring day of the week man!):
went for meeting after DDI.
found someone who's laughter's like my level.HA!
zhao-ed with meiyi cause was super hungry and cold.

saturday
met mother at bedok macs.
talked while we qeued and ate.
there's like so many babies all of a sudden.
went with mother to city hall for her work stuff.
walked around and she gave me this perfume called curious(:
left for bugis and went to the famous haji lane.
think it was too early cause not alot of shops open):
mother bought this vintage belt and it was in this paper bag.
it was painted and says 'with love' and has a heart drawn on it(:
found this cafe and it was rather cosy cause we sat on the carpet.
took pictures and talked(:
was rather interesting trip there.

sunday
was late for service cause of the bus=.=
lis gave me a rose for mother's day.
so sweet eh!((:
had lunch at pastamania and i'm broke):
went to walk 1 round with jo then went home.
something happened.ARGH!

why isit always my fault?!
when isit ever her fault?!
tired of being the 'nice one'.

decided to give up.on you.
no point in hanging on anymore.
it always happens wrongly.
wonder if he knows at all.
get over yourself alws!

emonemo...

Monday, May 05, 2008

weather's been a real killer nowadays=.=
have project meeting tomorrow.again=.=
today was a really funny day in class.
and thank God we ended early.
going out with joan on wednesday!((:
i miss sunday suddenly...
date with mother on saturday for breakfast.
this sem's really tiring man...=.=

begining to really not believe that love exists.
feel so dumb all over again.
why isn't it surprising at all.
waiting involves hope.
hope involves care.
care involves attachment.
the more you wait the higher the chance you'll get hurt.
why bother to wait.
they are all the same.
never serious so why bother.really.
maybe its just me.

I AM SO PISSEDDD!!!

Thursday, May 01, 2008

nothing really significant and worth blogging actually=.=
tuesday had to go back to school thanks to valerie chung!=.=
today's labour day and my has been totally wasted.
went to meet the other 2 for the marketing thing.
met with cindy at amk hub and so happen also with ck.
went to macs but it was freaking crowded=.=
nebo was plug-less and had to pay anyway=.=
went to the original location in front of the library.
had to lug my laptop under the hot sun all the way there.
end up it was freaking crowded also and had to wait.
finally settled down but couldn't connect to the internet.
a little boy suddenly appeared beside me and was smiling at me.
so i decided to smile back and no i'm not a pedophile!
then i looked away and when i turned back i saw the tray for sauce beside me.
he's so sweet and my angel=D
we didn't have enough cash to finish so have to meet up again.
tomorrow have meeting=.=

we're meeting again on saturday at freaking 9!
why can't the 2 of you make better use of the time and do it in class.
can't you just not spend so much time with your bf.
not like you're conjoined twins and it'll kill!
stop being so self-centered and get over yourself!