week 3...
Monday, October 29, 2007
sunday was a complete waste of time after church.
went to holland village for the 1st time.
today was super sleepy for some reason.
must really try to sleep earlier.
java really gives me a big headache.
i see java then sian already lor=.=
my new book is rather interesting=D
the time traveller's wife
abit like the classic love story.
i'm an emo kid what to do.
hahaha.
wang zi is so cuteee=D
don't know why but i cry so easily.
saw you again today.
its like being trapped in a nightmare.
i just want to get out of it.
no one seems to care.
really.
but why.
happyhappyday=D
Saturday, October 27, 2007
woken up so early to go to ICA.
cancellation of the other ic was quick.
went to new urbans male at city link.
got what i want and bumped into pamela.
was kinda blur when she called me=.=
proceeded to tiong bahru for lunch.
grams/dad/cousins/aunt/uncle
lunch was at a restaurant called imperial treasures.
rest left for home on the car.
shu/me/uncle walked around.
got a new cd & book=D
got a lift to siglap there=D
read while i waited for roxanne.
went to some hk cafe=D
had a rather good talk there.
went to walk around sigalp centre there.
in the end walked to near tanah merah mrt.
got a lift home=D
THANK YOU DEAREST!
nice new skin!=D
new start i guess.
links & tagboard all re-done.
don't feel like going to.
its just like a ritual.
why does it all seem to feel so different.
why can't i have both.
now i'm better with my them.
i lost it in there.
don't want to know anything anymore.
i'm not as strong as you think.
macchiato
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
ahhh its been so long since i last updated, at least for my standard.
this is my second week of school and the timetable's already killing me.
having to carry such a heavy laptop to school everyday is no joke.
lost my wallet last week but ic was found on my doorstep yesterday=.=
really wonder how it got there and who left it there.
anyway been dl-ing tonnes of things into my laptop=.=
so many things has happened since the last time i posted.
rather not post it here so most probably setting another blog up.
ask me for the link, i might give it to you=D
can't wait for the end of the week to come when i can sleep=D
my bag weighs a tonne with i don't know what later my back break=.=
haven't gone out with so many people yet man=.=
feel like having my caramel frappe again=.=
monday: 8am-5pm
tuesday:8am-2pm
wednesday:9am-1pm
thursday:9am-5pm
friday:12pm-4pm
check out my timetable, ain't it disgusting=.=
this is my second week of school and the timetable's already killing me.
having to carry such a heavy laptop to school everyday is no joke.
lost my wallet last week but ic was found on my doorstep yesterday=.=
really wonder how it got there and who left it there.
anyway been dl-ing tonnes of things into my laptop=.=
so many things has happened since the last time i posted.
rather not post it here so most probably setting another blog up.
ask me for the link, i might give it to you=D
can't wait for the end of the week to come when i can sleep=D
my bag weighs a tonne with i don't know what later my back break=.=
haven't gone out with so many people yet man=.=
feel like having my caramel frappe again=.=
monday: 8am-5pm
tuesday:8am-2pm
wednesday:9am-1pm
thursday:9am-5pm
friday:12pm-4pm
check out my timetable, ain't it disgusting=.=
wind it back
Monday, October 08, 2007
friday
woke up super early la please=.=
trip was alright and took alot of videos=.=
got my dunking donuts.
met the 6 dogs and saw the house.
did shopping at this new shopping mall.
batu pahat mall
dinner was steamboat.
met the cute baby jay=D
saturday
learned that a little bit of chili can kill you.
did window some more [window]shopping.
birthday celebration was at some restaurant.
realized i have many cousins i never knew i had=.=
i really think that i'm too tall=.=
went to fetch cousin working at bp mall.
walked around and had ice-cream.
having an ulcer when on holiday is bad=.=
sunday
woke up early yet again=.=
got back to singapore after a terrible jam.
dumped my stuff and chionged to church.
kinda annoyed that i missed service.
roxanne gave me a card=D
lost my hairband D:
not working till wednesday.
went to watch movie at dhoby ghaut with 'ster.
resident evil:extinction
rather freaked out but overall an interesting movie.
walked around and got something.
photos would be saved for another day.
on the road to giving up.
perhaps even have already given up.
feel like i should just extract myself out of all this.
slowly disappearing from it all.
it doesn't matter anymore.
woke up super early la please=.=
trip was alright and took alot of videos=.=
got my dunking donuts.
met the 6 dogs and saw the house.
did shopping at this new shopping mall.
batu pahat mall
dinner was steamboat.
met the cute baby jay=D
saturday
learned that a little bit of chili can kill you.
did window some more [window]shopping.
birthday celebration was at some restaurant.
realized i have many cousins i never knew i had=.=
i really think that i'm too tall=.=
went to fetch cousin working at bp mall.
walked around and had ice-cream.
having an ulcer when on holiday is bad=.=
sunday
woke up early yet again=.=
got back to singapore after a terrible jam.
dumped my stuff and chionged to church.
kinda annoyed that i missed service.
roxanne gave me a card=D
lost my hairband D:
not working till wednesday.
went to watch movie at dhoby ghaut with 'ster.
resident evil:extinction
rather freaked out but overall an interesting movie.
walked around and got something.
photos would be saved for another day.
on the road to giving up.
perhaps even have already given up.
feel like i should just extract myself out of all this.
slowly disappearing from it all.
it doesn't matter anymore.
bye
Friday, October 05, 2007
this has been a rather tiring week for some reason=.=
the morning session and the afternoon one are total opposites man.
something bad happened today and i felt really bad=.=
had dinner as a cell at bedok interchange.
then proceeded to my grams place.
was amused by how they reacted and it was chao funny la.
hahaha.
gave all of them a tour around the place.
even began making plans some more la.
cell was interesting today and different atmosphere.
check out where we 'had' cell.
hahaha.
after so long and some much has happened.
it still hurts so much even now.
i don't know what to do.
really trying but perhaps i've given up long ago.
everything seems like so short-lived.
just crumbling right before me.
wish i could have a break going on forever.
its really time to leave now.
innocence
Thursday, October 04, 2007
don't know why but its been a really tiring week.
i really love being around the kids man=D
almost done labelling with worship center=D
many thanks to leonard who did so many rows.
both legs giving me problems=.=
been spending alot recently=.=
cell at my gram's place tomorrow=D
haven't actually been there for awhile though.
heard have mosquitoes so good luck people.
hahaha.
suddenly realized.
i'm not determined to get out of this.
maybe i don't even want to in the first place.
seems like the more i try the more i feel like giving up.
the more painful everything becomes.
perhaps all i have to do is to just take a step back.
out of all of this whole thing.
does it really matter anymore.
cause i don't see the point anymore.
i guess its just me.
i really love being around the kids man=D
almost done labelling with worship center=D
many thanks to leonard who did so many rows.
both legs giving me problems=.=
been spending alot recently=.=
cell at my gram's place tomorrow=D
haven't actually been there for awhile though.
heard have mosquitoes so good luck people.
hahaha.
suddenly realized.
i'm not determined to get out of this.
maybe i don't even want to in the first place.
seems like the more i try the more i feel like giving up.
the more painful everything becomes.
perhaps all i have to do is to just take a step back.
out of all of this whole thing.
does it really matter anymore.
cause i don't see the point anymore.
i guess its just me.
innocence
Monday, October 01, 2007
after so many days of not blogging i'm back.
working at the kindergarten has been great and i'm really enjoying myself.
helping felicia has also showed my many things and got to know more people=D
i feel that my holidays are more productive now=D
highlife assimilation was great and i think we all did a great job=D
especially the esther and amy!=D
oh 'ster is now polyesther=D
going to get school books tomorrow.
alot of things happened.
i don't know what i'm doing anymore.
for once i feel like being selfish i can't.
seems like its just me.
perhaps i should just leave.
can't seem to cry anymore.
i don't enjoy being like that.
its really so painful.
feel like i've lost everything.
sometimes.
i don't even know who i am anymore.
i don't know.
perhaps.
i don't want to.
God where are You.
a facade i know not how long can last.
how does it feel to smile.
and really feel the joy.
working at the kindergarten has been great and i'm really enjoying myself.
helping felicia has also showed my many things and got to know more people=D
i feel that my holidays are more productive now=D
highlife assimilation was great and i think we all did a great job=D
especially the esther and amy!=D
oh 'ster is now polyesther=D
going to get school books tomorrow.
alot of things happened.
i don't know what i'm doing anymore.
for once i feel like being selfish i can't.
seems like its just me.
perhaps i should just leave.
can't seem to cry anymore.
i don't enjoy being like that.
its really so painful.
feel like i've lost everything.
sometimes.
i don't even know who i am anymore.
i don't know.
perhaps.
i don't want to.
God where are You.
a facade i know not how long can last.
how does it feel to smile.
and really feel the joy.
