Simply Vintage :D

went to meet janice at amk hub and got mahjong paper.
couldn't find so had to go popular to get it.
went to school blk l level 6 to do spacing out.
me/janice/pegan/jonathan
aligning the thing made my brain so 'aligned'.
hafta continue tomorrow and plus project.
going for EU at hometeam after that.
can't wait for the next holidays alreadyyy)):

all you ever do with your bf around is get distracted.
want to do project bf come for what!!!
stop wasting my time cause i got better things to do.
can't you see how annoyed all of us are.
are you that retarded or dense or dumb or stupid?!
seriously regret even being in the same group as you!
what the hell is wrong with your brain?!
don't push me anymore to a point that i swear and curse at you!!!

done with both my CTs and feels kinda unreal.
went to eat with aisyah at grinning gecko.
tried to find a gift but to no avail.
ate with claris and aisyah at koufu.
went to library to slack and play jeremy's DSLite.
couldn't find anything so went home.
went to school to support claris for VO.
she almost got third lor=.=
backdrop has been approved!((:
been having headache persistently)):
i crave for ice-cream all of a sudden)):
being hungry all the time sucks man)):
HOHOHO...

friday
went for meeting and did audition tags.
studied on the way and also printed notes.
should have left earlier for EU but was doing tags.
reached around 7++ and they were done with the signing thing=.=
supposed to have around 6 revisits but there were only 4.

saturday
doing cows with piwei/john/ahmirul[new assist].
no revisit in the group and they were rather quiet=.=
BB was really cool seeing some of them change.
took train with ju and di.
di was talking about some girl and it was SO funny man.LOL!

sunday
dancing was just really fun for 1st session with ju.LOL!
HO was cool seeing my group connecting((:
happy that people were finally stepping up throughout breaks.
performance was funny and kinda wth at the same time.
team performance was funny as usual and really great((:
did security with joyce/ek/farhann.
currently aching all over and most probably having a fever.
along with feeling hungry even after eating for less than 2hrs=.=
must be due to lack of going for programs.
supposed to be studying but no mood!
i'm so deaddd...=.=

~~i SO was NOT late for more than 4hrs lor!~~

this week has been extremely horribly and terribly wasted.
its as though this week just flew by in the blink of an eye.
only managed to look through RAD stuff on tuesday=.=
went for prayer meeting on wednesday.
supper at open area after that((:
me/lis/zhihua/'ster/weekiat/ong/leo/kenneth/cho
cabbed home with 'ster after that cause was like after 11?!
went with daddy to SGH today for his appointment and i woke up at 7!!!=.=
my mum was like she looks like she can fall right back to sleep.
all my dad could do was ask what time i sleep[3am]=.=
at first they told my dad he wasn't in the list but somehow he was on=.=
he had to have some injection[*winces*] and we cabbed to bukit merah central.
went to POSB to change his bank book and went to library.
was reading this little black dress book and could have just fell asleep.
its a rather nice place to study but its to far and inaccessible=.=
went to meet dad's ex colleague for lunch at one for the many hawker centers.
we were just sitting there as another of dad's ex colleague walked past.
he joined us and soon another one walked past[one of mum's bridesmaids].
she said i looked sec 1 and that i looked like my mum cause i'm fair like her!((:
cabbed back with daddy to SGH and he had to change.
the whole x-ray scan took like forever and i was freezing.
entertained by dad's new phone[z770[i?]] cause have sims[don't laugh la=.=].
almost died of fatigue on the journey home=.=
tomorrow have meeting and after that have assisting.
was editting card with meiyi's help then HQ say the original version nicer.
everyone have different opinions=.=
perhaps i should just go for assisting tomorrow and then for BB.
cause even if i try to study confirm cannot due to the many distractions.
then sunday should just go church and pool[perhaps?] and home to study.
audrey needs her daily dosage of sugar badly)):
anyone who's willing can provide lollipop[s] and it'll be GREATLY appreciated((:

went to school today cause there was supposed to be meeting.
end up it seemed like i was going to be alone so i left.
seriously should start to study having only one week.
going to start on the mountain of projects thats been forgotten.

in life there's no backspace and you can only try to change the future.
whats past is already past and you can't do anything about it.
perhaps i just thought i was really a nice person in the past.
seems like not everyone agreed and though there's different benchmarks.
i think i've been too comfortable with everything.
i've decided to change and hopefully its for the better.
if it happens with more than one then you should start to think.
like what someone i know said and i think its quite true.
just going to make an effort and i hope i'll be given a chance to.

Dear God...
i know i've been empty and have long dropped out of the path You've placed for me and have even started to get used to it.perhaps i might not be 'desperate enough' for You but i really miss You God and have once too many a time treated You like a sugar daddy.i'm sorry for those times.only you know me for who i really am and accept me but i pray that you'll change me to become more like You each and everyday.break my heart Lord.for what breaks Yours.i don't want this to be just another prayer cause i mean it.without You i'll just be an empty shell.like how a snail need its shell and how a hermit needs its shell.it might seem so heavy and too much of a burden but i know You'll be there to carry me.i long for that intimate encounter with You Lord.just You and me.i miss you Daddy.
xoxo

slept at some 'ungodly' timing once again=.=
was informed to do designs but was leaving for YC so...
helped dad do some ripping for his cds to bluetooth to his phone.
the group was really small and there were new assists.
it felt kinda foreign for some reason.hmmm...
board break was like one of the fastest ever.
took the train with steve/mel/steph/nat.

was doing some thinking and usually thats a bad thing.
this time it was about people.
people have always been a part of who i am.
obviously i wish everyone would like me for who i am.
but this being a fallen world where no one is perfect is not possible.
i've tried many ways to make people like me.
like keeping quiet so confirm won't say wrong thing.
keeping to myself so confirm won't do anything wrong.
its just that sometimes i just can't help it.
i'm sorry to anyone i needa say sorry to.
perhaps i'm just emo-ing again.haiz.

went out with huifen today((:
walked around IT fair and it was surprisingly empty.
saw many ogls working there and quite a few from nyp.
think if we did a survey of how many npy-ians there are it'll be like=.=
finally got to watch my kungfu panda!!!((:
it was really funny and cute and i don't mind watching it again.LOL!
there are no coincidences...thats the 2nd time you've said that...there are no coincidences.and thats the 3rd time!((:
WOOSHI FINGERRR!!!((;
proceeded back to IT fair so hf could get her hard disk.
it was like the blind leading the blind as we walked up and down.
hf finally settled on the apollo BLACK one.
had dinner at some asia dining place and it was alright.
walked around some more in circles and saw henrietta.
didn't walk alot but tire easily!think i'm getting weaker.
going for BB tomorrow at NTU.
i'm starting to sleep at 'ungodly' timings again=.=
thanks to quek i'm hooked on this anime about music!
cannot watch friends cause warner bros took some claim thing)):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!((:
may the rest of the year and the coming be smooth-er sailing!
take care!<3

tuesday
met titus at bus stop so he could help me carry the heavy chickens=.=
reached there before the charcoal and the rest of the bbq stuff.
found out this bunch of people took our pit and messed it up so had to switch=.=
bbq-ing was fun and there are quite a few guys who likes to bbq!LOL!
overall it was quite fun and the food was not bad((:
while we were packing this strong wind started blowing and we all zhao-ed.
got to macs before the rain started and managed a class picture((:
ended up running in the rain to bus stop cause no taxi=.=
cabbed home from parkway and dad met me downstairs=.=

wednesday
finally got to spend time with dearest daughter after i don't know how long=.=
went to plaza sing and were stopped by this donation people=.=
walked towards town and saw nothing interesting actually.
but i got my sugar!in the form of DQ's vanilla cone[double]((:
met another group of donations and we were smarter this time((:
went to tampines and lis got what she wanted so she was happy.
finally got my nice beef noodles and i'm happy((:
and lis loves to zilian and took like 1234567890987654321 photos while i ate=.=
cell was spent watching conne bekker((:
went for supper at tea valley after don't know how long not being there.
going to watch kungfu panda with huifen!!!((:

shall upload some pictures((:
check out the extremely wrong picture manz((;
if you look carefully there's a heart shape in the shadow((:
and also check out the pillow shaped charcoal!((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY DEAREST!!!((:
may you have a really blessed birthday!!!((:
that you'll just continue to inspire and impact many others!!!((:
that you'll see many of the seeds you plant grow((:

its finally the end of school till two weeks later.
and the two weeks will most probably go flying by.
this week has been the worse week since school has started.
can't take it anymore so i'm gonna go on a ranting spree.

monday
for some reason my legs were like jelly and was more like floating than walking.
everyone said i looked really pale and looked as though i'll faint.
hq overslept so i panicked cause no laptop but in the end have.
was cramming for NT and IS test while sitting at the booth and it was raining=.=
people for the next duty was late so had to chiong for test and was pissed of with the comp.
made tons of careless mistakes but thank God sichian and wenhua helped.
somehow managed to survive till night class and went for project meeting.

tuesday
had to open booth alone but thanks to senior richard who 'irritated' me i did it((:
was supposed to do marketing project but too busy.
so end up cindy say finish so didn't do it.
went for dinner with preet at bishan and we walked around((:

wednesday
AIM test was just terrible manz...
and the whole day was just spoiled even before that cause of lollipop.
went to pei hq eat his lunch then went e plaza and printed DDI notes.
met preet and rufeng and hq printed another set of notes for me((:
went for meeting and apparently was only meant for ICs=.=

thursday
only day without test for the week=.=
helped to open booth cause not enough people.
still extremely upset cause of lollipop and plus have elective!=.=
booth duty ended early cause of rain and camped outside log room.
kena new mark on my leg and shufei's scared of blood!((;
she was like making me and hq wait for her so we 'steal' her $$$((;
then end up kena tortured by her then was suffering on the train home=.=

friday
RAD test was really extremely disappointing)):
ulcer was torturing me and plus i saw lollipop=.=
lecture was just boring and was just studying for DDI at the same time.
quiz for DDI was at the beginning and i'm quite satisfied but think have careless mistakes=.=
went to do marketing and wrapped up!((:
proceeded late for booth duty but lucky have marcus and gary there.
have like 15 bands signed up for BzO!((:
many signed up last minute((:
gary left early then i offered lollipop[the sweet!] to marcus and he left me with the chocolate.
think i won't buy chocolate lollipops anymore!!!=.=
that was the last day for booth duty and i'm gonna miss it.really!LOL!
have about 5 projects and 2 CTs.
tell me what kinda holiday is this?!
anyway class bbq on tuesday!!!((:

saturday
cabbed to school and it was like $15 cause library closing at 5 and it was 3++.
but it was a totally wasted trip cause i COULDN'T access AES!=.=
went to church early and thank God i met darren and amelia while waiting for bus.
cell night was great as usual((:
went for dessert with lis/jo/amanda/leo/jiangliang/derrick/kenneth and nigel joined us.
walked to the bus stop with lis/jo/derrick/jl/kenneth.
jo took bus with me((:
its gonna be amy's birthday!!!((: <3
love her many many many!!!((:

think i've changed...

Survey Instructions:

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Tag eight people, list them down at the end of the post.
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1)What do you feel like doing now?
going for ice-cream before i whack anyone.seriously i need sugar.

2)What's gonna happen in the near future?Say,the next two weeks?
HOLIDAYS!!!
and 5 projects along with 2 CTs!T_T

3) WHY ARE PEOPLE SO BOREDDDDD?!
because they're not entertained?LOL!

4) WHO TOLD YOU TO DO THIS STUPID THING?!?!
LISBETH NG MIN ERRR!!!

5) What do you hope for now?
alot of things!!!

6) What is the last thing you do/say if tomorrow is the end of the world?
i'll go talk to all the people i need to!

7) Do you hate your friends sometimes?
uh huh.

8) What will you do if your best friend has been kidnapped?
go help and get help!

9) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
duh!and i've seen rainbows!((:

10) Who will you choose between your ex boyf & your current boyf?
don't have for either so its none!((:

11) What's your desired age of marriage?
none???LOL!

12) Are you happy with your life now?
trying to be.

13) What if your crush asked you out?
stun...

14) What will you do when you have a crush that knows you have a crush on him/her?
nothing???

15) What feelings do you hate the most?
lost and alone.

16) What will you do if you fall in love with a guy/girl?
tell me friends?

17) What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?
HOLIDAYS!
class BBQ
SLEEP!

18) The most important thing in your life.
GOD.FAMILY.FRIENDS.

19) Who do you hope to always be there for you?
people that i'll be there for.like cause i'll do the same thing for me.

20) Do you find life meaningless?
when i emo.

21) Who do you love the most?
God.Family.Friends.

22) Do you believe that there's 'True Love'?
NO!!!
[only when it happens.LOL!]

23) What's your greatest wish?
DON'T TELL YOU. :D

24) What will you change if you can turn back time?
I'd change my past.

Tagged by: LISBETH NG MIN ER!!!((: <3>