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rahhh...

Monday, April 30, 2007

overslept=late for cell.

chye aik & wee kiat was there-.-"

suddenly like so many people.

kena arrowed-.-"

cell as usual.

went for service.

another injury-.-"

went to airport:D

ate at staff canteen.

tried deciding where to go.

swensons 1st.

shared topless 5 with zy and wee kiat.

got chao high.HAHA!:D

went to play pool.

1/2 round[s] of normal.

2 cut throat.

switched to number ball-.-"

played 2 torturous rounds-.-"

went for dinner at parkway parade.

got help for pseudo code homework.

listened to advices.

got super stressed up-.-"

wah!!!

kinda think i chose the wrong diploma to do-.-"

howhowhow!!!

think i should like seriously become a guai kia.

ask questions & pay attention.

think i'm still stressed.haiz):

wahhh!!!

stay home saturday...

Sunday, April 29, 2007

sounds like the movie thing on channel 5.
oh wells:D
had sushi in the morning an bread.
told my father that i didn't think my sis would eat it.
don't wnat to listen.thanks-.-"
slacked around.
was too lazy to get started on PD project.
just kept talking to random people:D
end up going off to sleep.
awoke to my sis's shouting-.-"
decided to get started on the project.
went to search for pictures.
found a few nice ones:D
sis helped scanned my pictures:D
shasha also sent me photos:D
suddenly have alot of pictures with me:D
shasha helped edit my 1/2-done project:D
i'm done with it now:D
so happy:D
tomorrow's sunday:D
how nice:D
i LOVE sundays:D
going to get help my my homework on psuedo code.
yc next week:D
going to miss board-break):
oh wells:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOAN!:D
hey dear!you're 15!1 year to nc16 movie eh!~~[presuming you're law-abidding]~~.haha:Danyways.i think that you're really great and keep doing what you think best even if you're tired cause God sees it all and he'll reward you:Dsomething like what you said to me and it applies to you too alright!take care of yourself and jiayou for your mye!:Dhope to see you soon!looking forward to our outing to orchard!:DLOVES!!!:DDDDDDD

2nd week:end-ed

Saturday, April 28, 2007

i know the title's like so...

but oh wells:D

graphic design was...

have YET another assignment-.-"

design a business card that represents me-.-"

due-d next week.

haven't even started on the one for PD yet-.-"

now chao sian la!-.-"

had 3 1/2 hrs of break so went to sembawang for lunch.

came back for like 40 mins of lesson-.-"

went to meet dad to get the books.

walked around alot but can't find-.-"

so tired-.-"

had sushi ~~and almost donuts from the donut factory~~:D

met 'ster at city hall platform.

left for eastpoint[class gathering].

reached so early so walked around and around.

end up eating at sakura.

there were around 20 people.

quite expensive the food-.-"

left.walked 'ster to bus stop and home with addie.

saw the bus and decided to run.

thank GOD the driver waited:D

leg was so pain after that):

went to see the sinseh so now have bandaged right ankle.

and i thought the toe was more serious.

ah the whole leg's twisted.

errs that sounds wrong.

oh wells:D

banned from going out cause of that.

yc's next week.

i so miss it man.

can't make it on saturday.i think.

its grandma dearest's birthday:D

oh wells.

must go for board break:D

i want to go shopping!

i have a date with JOAN! during june:D

2nd week...

Friday, April 27, 2007

last week
shopping with 'ster on saturday.
played cs for the 1st time.
kept dying.
oh wells.

monday
seems like so long ago.
project for personal development-.-"
ahhhh!
still haven't started.
so sian please-.-"
went for netball try-outs.
apparently only interested for those with background.
only yeling got in.
oh wells:D

tuesday
as usual.
haha.

wednesday
i was LATE for school!
can you imagine that!?!
1st time ever la.
~~kept thinking lessons started at 9-.-"~~
cabbed from city hall.
cab fare=$12)'=
ran from block r to block n.
of all the times to have injury-.-"
was like 20+ minutes late.
nothing much.
finished my creativity essay:D
thanks to all those who helped:D

today
on time!early some more:D
used new bag:D
guess what.
forgot to bring sweater-.-"
froze 1/2 the time.
quite alright other than that.
ate at food junction thats closing down by the 28th.
how can la!
1st time today-.-"
going again tomorrow:D
okie so spastic.

class gathering tomorrow.
having steamboat:D
going to get my books 1st.
oh wells:D

to joan:
HEY!
you are great the way you are alright!God is pleased with you and He'll always be there no matter what:Dthanks for always listening to me emo and stuff.we can do all things through CHRIST who strenghtens us!remember that:DILOVEYOU!

why does it all have to come at the same time.having to go through the whole process all over again.how long would it be this time.how many times does it have to happen.i'm tired.why.how did it even start?someone help me.tell me how to get out of it.take it all father lord.

weekend-ed:D

Saturday, April 21, 2007

lab in the morning.
nice teacher.
opened and hold the door for us:D
some commotion during break.
ask yanshan.
cct was boring.went for lunch.
lesson after ended earlier:D
at this point must admit something.
lecturers are so good man.
though students talk/tease them/make noise they can still continue.
respect man:D
so brought the 3 guys for library tour.
sat at study area and slacked
rest of the class came.like some grathering.lol.
got lost at block q-.-"
did whatever we wanted cause lecturer didn't really care:D
something happened.
ask yanshan.
met 'ster at bedok inter.got shoes:D
went to marine parade.
got 2 tops:D
went to watch them play pool.
more shopping tomorrow i think:D
oh wells:D
1st week passed quickly:D
laughing is contagious.HAHAHAHAHA!:D
its a song:D
1 of the reason why girls in my class laughs so much:D
oh wells:D

~~why does it hurt still hurt?thought i left it all oh-so-faraway in that distance memory thats best forgotten~~.

weekend-ing:D

Friday, April 20, 2007

its thursday already:D
alot of talking by the lecturers/tutors etc.
the teachers there have so many names man-.-"
anyways.
still kinda slacking cause no homework:D
thank God man:D
getting the hang of going around to my classes.
walk so much.climb so many staircases.
think also lost weight:D
kept seeing people i know.
churchmates/ex-classmates/seniors etc.
learned binary conversion.
quite alright la:D
try my best to listen in class.heh.
went for prayer meeting yesterday.
did some computer programming stuff today.
quite cool.
tutorial was good.
1 worksheet on practise binary conversion and thats it:D
last lesson even better.
was late then only had like 1/2 hour of lesson thats it.
though it was a 2hr class:D
talking about late.
been late in meeting the girls):
so sorry everyone!):
think 1 of my teachers dislike me liao.
left the lab then said that the lecturer came in with buai song face.
think he heard me cause he was like staring at me.
oh wells.
collected my admin card today.
can collect ez-link card.
shall wait for the rest:D
oh yeah today kept laughing.
laughlaughlaugh:D
shopping with 'ster tomorrow:D

~~think that i have finally put it all behind.back to myself again.i think.why does all this other things have to happen):i wish none of it ever happened~~

1st to bata.back to school

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

was thinking of what to title this and i got this.HAHA!
woke up late.estimated wrong time-.-"
met the girls at yck mrt station.
i wasn't the last:D
met the rest at atrium.
standing there waiting was like being in the oven-.-"
went for 1st lesson.lab.
more people joined our class-.-"
so boring.talk about usual stuff-.-"
went for elective.personal development.
me/yanshan/ashley/brendan
the rest went for english/maths-.-"
teacher slangs.reminded me of mrs teo-.-"
made us intro name and what we like.
then its like must repeat the previous person[people].
the class had like 20+ people la!-.-"
it was craziness but i wrote it down:D
made new friends:D
the guy who sits behind me is also called zhengyi!
how coincidental man.
find that he looks like 'L' from death note.
oh wells.heh.
went for lecture.cold room-.-"
talktalktalk.made us sit in index number-.-"
went for lunch with ogls:D
went for the last lesson.
did some computer stuff.
time passed surprisingly fast:D
went to buy that book for elective.
guess who i bumped into at the platform!
phoebe[soh]!
then guess who i bumped into while waiting for the bus!
chu wen and michelle!
then guess who took the same bus as me!
joan[tan]!
how coincidental man!
just found out that i can go collect my O levels cert.
so lazy though its like only opposite my house-.-"
tomorrow start at 1200.
from tomorrow till friday all ending at 1450!:D
i have to get more clothes.
hate thinking of what to wear):
why's everyone busy):someone yue wo please):
by the way.
yanshan is a bad storyteller!HAHA!:D
plus she's going crazy.how nice:D

~~i need to move on.back to where it was all so far away from me and feel that joy once again.~~

movie-ed

Monday, April 16, 2007

amanda/me/'ster/natalie/xueting:D

we movie-d:Dexcept xueting):

guys:kenneth/zhengyi/leonard

the time spent with you guys was good.

though the movie was...

its nice to be back with the cell again:D

eve of school starting

yesterday
went for megalife service.
felt kinda weird and yet...
went for dinner then for highlife exchange.
the 2 topic kinda touched on insecurity.
seemed like God was trying to say something.
oh wells.
i felt the joy of encouraging you*.
it was really good:D
take care!:D

today
went for cell.~~after so long~~.
guess what.'ster only came when it ended.
vanessa[yap] was like making fun of me wearing formal-.-"
left for duty.
1st duty at ea service.
kinda got it after awhile:D
didn't take bulletin-.-"
borrowed 'ster's to photocopy.
went to subway for lunch.
xueting/me/'ster/natalie/amanda/zy/leonard/derrick/kenneth/joshua[ong]
left for movie at cathay.
for your consideration
worst movie i ever watched man.
thought i was in the wrong place la.
everyone was so sian.
then walked to city hall.
amanda left to watch phantom of the opera with her family.
zy met his friends for dinner.
took train.
leonard left then the girls.
home.oh wells.
tomorrow's the first day of school for me.
mixed feelings.
excited for but don't know why.
kinda have a feeling it'll be boring though-.-"
oh wells.

~~i'm on my way back.surrendering it all to HIM.i don't need all this in my life.i'm so done with it!just get out of my life man!~~

movie marathon

Saturday, April 14, 2007

went to meet 'ster at bedok interchange.
went to eat this fish soup.
quite nice.the stall using the green bowl.
'ster was like see the green bowl?
its that stall.haha.
took her like 3/4 of her rice.-.-"
went back to get our stuff.
saw this pants quite nice.
ended up buying this other.
'ster bought more before that.
went to giordano to change that top.
went to get kenneth/shawn's food.
caught our bus.the next one came immediately:D
they must have prayed really hard man.haha.
kenneth/leonard/shawn
they were watching this mahjong show when we arrived.
later more people came.
natalie/vanessa[yup]/joshua[chou]/issac
show ended and changed to next movie.
LORD OF THE RINGS:FELLOSHIP OF THE RING
was hungry so they cooked noodles:D
then the big group of them left before movie ended.
finished the movie and moved on to the next part.
LORD OF THE RINGS:THE TWO TOWERS
was getting rather sian close to the end.
dinner came in between.
canadian 2 for 1.
proceeded to the next part.
LORD OF THE RINGS:RETURN OF THE KING
was rather rest-less here.
kenneth started talking in a really weird voice.
as he puts it:zhou huo ru mo[its too much to tahan!].
plus 'ster had to leave.
so they stopped the movie.
left and cabbed home.

didn't go out with dearest):
yet again.
school's starting in 3 days time.
oh yeah!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHENGYI!
may you have a great 17th year of your life and continue to use it to glorify HIM in all that you do:Dalso all the best in your future endeavours!:Dnot forgetting!my best wishes to you and sunshine;Dloves:D

~~and yet again the pain is back.and its worse.maybe i shouldn't have tried.~~

pool marathon

Friday, April 13, 2007

woke up early-.-"
went to meet my class ~~but was late~~.
went to atrium and wait and wait.
perspire so much-.-"
proceeded to buy our books.
12 books on the list.
guess how many i bought.
2!and 1 was like not really will need.
my ogls so nice.help us save money:D
helped 'ster take her list.
kenneth didn't know his course's name-.-"
the rest left for outings with friends etc.

pool:part 1
me/cindy/zg/cy/ogls went to play pool at amk.
we walked there-.-"
perspired so much-.-"
played against huiru and lost cause shi hao helped!-.-"
played against shi hao also lost-.-"
played against cy also lost.
all my shots ah!-.-"
played cut throat.
i won!:D
with 2 balls on the table:D
saw another class when leaving.
saw this guy that i bumped into while running into the ~~wrong~~ train-.-"
he was smiling at me-.-"
called 'ster up.left to meet her.

pool:part 2
met 'ster at bedok macs.she has new spects.haha.
played a prank on shawn/kenneth.haha:D
went to join shawn/kenneth.joshua came later.
was quite alright la.haha.
played many rounds of cut throat:D
then they had to leave for cell.

pool:part 3
we decided to open back the same table.
me/'ster/joshua
cut throat then we switched to normal.
me/'ster against joshua.won once each.

pool:part 4
me/'ster continued after joshua left:D
we played 3 games.
won twice.so proud of myself:D
i'm trying this new bridge and getting better:D
i'm determined to learn to do backhand that one:D
i will master it!eventually:D
joshua thinks i'm obsessed.lol.

just realized something!
tomorrow have movie marathon!
SO!
how to have outing with dearest!
how can like that?!rahhh!):
school's starting in 4 days time:D
black friday tomorrow!HAHA!:D

~~i want to smile and mean it.and also for everything to last.~~

movies

Thursday, April 12, 2007

woke up on time:D
~~then realized it was TOO early.~~
sat and stared at the computer screen.
listen and listen to the same 2 songs over and over again.
here i remember what eunice would say.
the saddest song's on repeat...

left to meet joshua at aljunied mrt station.
went to his house 1st.
watched him clear up-.-"
joined by 'ster and shawn subsequently.
they watched gundam seed-.-"
just sat there and munched on chips-.-"
fell asleep.woke up when it ended:D
batman begin/xmen3:the final stand/superman returns
quoting shawn:all the man man shows.
my dad was like only one man didn't appear.
guess what.
CAVEMAN!-.-"
sian la.my dad is so...
me/'ster/joshua/jacob/shawn left to eat.
me and 'ster just stoned.haha.
caught 66 with 'ster then 17 came so fast:D
going to get school books tomorrow:D
get to see my class:D
5 days till school starts:D

its kinda hard to stop crying now...i want to be happy-go-lucky again.to move on and just forget it all.though i don't want to give up on certain stuff.seems like i can only let it go quietly.just know that its been there.the weight of it all is really too much for me.i'm not as strong what my name means.soemtimes i just wish someone would be the strong one instead.i'm tired.

just so you know...

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

and I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[chorus:]just so you know
this feeling's taken control of me
and I can't help it
I won't sit around,I can't let him win now
thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
but I don't want to
just gotta say it all before I go
just so you know

it's getting hard to be around you
there's so much I can't say
do you want me to hide the feelings
and look the other way
and I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[chorus]

this emptiness is killing me
and I'm wondering why I've waited so long
looking back I realize It was always there just never spoken
i'm waiting here...
been waiting here...

[chorus]

-jesse mccartney

nothing

stayed home the whole day):
sian la!
next eu/yc is on 4th-6th may!
may it come faster!:D
whole day day slacking):
so i shall post random stuff:D
just realised my timetale's not so bad:D

monday:0900-1600[self-study before that;longest day]
tuesday:1200-1450:D[shortest day]
wednesday/thursday/friday:0800-1450

anyone jealous?haha.
going to get books soon.
6 days till school starts!:D
had chocolate fondue with my sis just now.
quite fun throwing in the marshmellow and apple:D
movie marathon at joshua's house tomorrow.
outing with dearest on friday!:D
movie marathon on friday also.
highlife exchange on saturday.
shall go for megalife service:D
cell on sunday.
now shall post pictures:D
at least what i feel like posting that is:D
not all.too many:x
oh wells.haha.

i'm tired of it all.when will all this end?janel and zhengyi tells me to cheer up.how?smile:a frown turned upside down/a curve that sets everything straight.would smiling really make it all better?if so.why do i still feel the pain?why?don't even know what the hell's wrong with me.someone save me.take me to a place where pain/hurt doesn't exist.

orientation pics:D

CHRISTINA[ogl]demo-ing forfeit:D

stoning session?

discussion time.

forfeit time!:X

and again...

still at it...

again...

finally its done!

part 1 of KRUZORS:D

2nd part of KRUZORS:D

sleeper of 0710:D

we try...

again...

ah...finally:D

take 1!blurrified:x

take 2!

take 1!

take 2[1 but looks like 2]

i miss orientation so much):

think i cut something.oh wells):

fruit of my labour!haha:D

re-caps

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

sunday
met 'ster.saw some people at the atrium.
went for service with natalie.
its nice to worship with people you know:D
sat around waiting for people-.-"
lunch.pool.dinner.walked around.arcade.
'ster left then came back.home with cindy:D
ITS NICE TALKING TO CINDY!:D

today
woke up earlier.ate.slack.
left the house.
~~missed tjc twice.had to take bus back and walk.~~
had lunch with denise and steve.
left for kenneth's house.was early-.-"
sat at void deck and started reading.
kenneth[duh]/'ster/me/natalie/joshua/shawn
watched like 4 movies.
click/little man/troy/eragon
dinner during troy & desert[cheng teng]during eragon:D
oh yeah i lost weight!:D
home sweet home.
YANSHAN told me timetable's out.
checked it out and was like ahhh!!!
oh wells.
friday's movie marathon again!
LORD OF THE RINGS!
my all-time favourite:D
oh yeah!si pei sent me the orientation pictures:D
shall post it next time cause too man pictures-.-"
i'm broke again):can't wait for school to start man!
i need to go shopping!retail therapy:D

~~seemingly stuck in this suck-ish mood.emo-ing all the time.but do you care?does anyone care?~~

non-occupied days):

Sunday, April 08, 2007

friday
went for easter service afterall:heaven's gates hell's flames.
had lunch at bk[downtown east].
was kinda boring but it brought the simple point across.
save your loved ones when you can!
ate at foodcourt.left for tm.
watched the reaping with cindy/dearest/'ster/shawn.
it was rather interesting.on good friday some more.

today
woke up early to go make ez-link card at pasir ris-.-"
long queue la!queue-d for like 2hrs.the heat-.-"
finally my turn.for only 5 mins or less.
went to expo for book sale.bout 6 books.
john little sale so small-.-"
home.lunch.slacked around.
tomorrow have service.

wah days without EU/YC are so boring):
i miss it so much!
i miss having to wake up early!
i miss having to travel the long distances to reach the venue!
i miss the assists!
i miss walking around in socks only!
i miss meeting the new participants!
i miss ryan/dale/brent.
and so many other things.haiz.
without all that the days feels so empty):
the next one's in may):can't wait):

to dearest
hey!take good care of yourself k!i'm really worried about you.just know that in all i'll be here for you.i'll always be around.just call/sms me anytime.cheer up soon!can't wait for our outing on friday!we'll have a really great time and you'll be much better k!i love you loads!take care alright!loves!

~~just so you know.this feeling's taken control of me.and yet again i feel like crying.why?~~

for you dearest!LOVES!:D

class tag!done by SI PEI:D

Friday, April 06, 2007

orientation

1st day:blonde day-.-"
left house too early.slacked outside mrt station-.-"
wah the day chao hot.perspiring like mad.-.-"
stupidly joined the wrong queue forgetting there's DIT.
found out after 10mins.DMIT one have U-TURN some more-.-"
thank God they open new table.auditorium nice:D
performance alright.went out with ogls.3 girls 1 guy.
15 other people in my class.more girls-.-"
all sian sian one.i down there high-.-"
ended at 6.seemed like forever to get home-.-"
lesson learned:don't sleep at 3am when there's school the next day!

2nd day:tiring day-.-"
can't really remember what happened.heh.
walked around the school paly game:campus revolution.
i think is like exercising la.so many staircases-.-"
met class pem.a guy.he seems alright.
class rep:faritz vice:claris
class name:KRUZORS[MIT0710]:D
how not surprising man:Dhaha.
talked.play.laugh.crap.etc.
long journey home-.-"

cheer
i say KRUZORS at the warfront!
bom pak bom pak pak
i say KRUZORS at the warfront!
pom pak bom pak pak
KRUZORS!ooo!
KRUZORS!laaa...!
KRUZORS!KRUZORS!ooolala!

3rd day:cool day:D
didn't for breakfast.~~was late~~.
they were having amaths lesson.in the morning.
should have been later-.-"lecturer so not clear.
sit there so sian.sms.draw.sleep.-.-"ended after 2hrs.
thank God i missed like 1 hr.so cold the stupid room.
toilet.cheer.talk.play.eat.play.
had inter-class games.kena sabo-ed-.-"
waited so long for telematch to start.
faritz was joking around.kept laughing and laughing:D
went to another block.we won:Dwe so rock man!
was like cheering for the 2 other classes.
they were shocked when i shouted.heh.sorry ah.
just stopped coughing after like 2 months:D

4th day:finale):
met for breakfast:Don time:D
went to macs.didn't really eat.no apple pie):
went to atrium.played zong ji mi ma[secret number].
faritz kena:Dyesterday say i kena now his turn.whoo!:D
my class is hooked on that game man.haha.
went in to auditorium.picture picture:D
results.we didn't win):oh wells.
dance was good.skit was...-.-"
finally ended.went out.got goodie bag.
ogls gave out stuffs:D
class tag.lollipop.time out.mentos.
THANK YOU:SI PEI/HUI RU/CHRISTINA[JESSICA]/SHI HAO
you guys have been great:Dsee you guys around hopefully!:D

kinda sad that the whole thing's over.miss my class):
timetable get on 12th-.-"
school starts on the 16th.
ez-link card on the 18th.
i can't believe it man.
kena pang seh-ed by 3 people-.-"
this is like my longest post:D

~~you can do what you like.i don't care.like seriously.so what if you get them to believe you man.you're such a ...[fill in yourself].i'm just so sian of the whole thing.seriously.whats the point man.~~

my first assisting:D

last yc till may):

wah so much to blog about man.shall start here or i never will but forgotten some stuff:D

1st day
went to check out nyp.walking distance from mrt station:D
ajc and presbyterain high nearby.the irony man.tsktsk.
reached like 1 hour early.1st!:Dnothing much.

2nd day
1st again:Dsay it!AUDREY's good man: D
helping out in zen.part-time participant's welfare:D
i'm starting to like it la.getting the hang of it:D
explained the flipcharts to this girl.~~hope i did it right man~~-.-"
co-leading monkeys with john and steve.-.-"
did anchoring.3rd time in 3 weeks.oh wells.
wah must remember to take pictures man.haiz-.-"
stupid room cause so many kids to be sick.
went bowling then kena pang seh-ed-.-"
can't remember what else liao.

3rd day
met baoyi.she was late.~~nice one~~.
we were 1st:Dyeah man:D
took over her job to look after the kids.
got praised.its really means alot to me man:D
ran to the stage and tripped.kena injury.~~again~~.
didn't do last dance PLUS i missed it.~~was feeling suckish~~.
bumped into un-mentionable stuff.
macs for lunch & canadian 2 for 1 for dinner.
bowling was as usual.use the 8 ball!thanks baowen:D
left earlier with ju:D
I JUST LOVE TALKING TO HER MAN!

~~some stuff will always exist wherever you go.tell me why and don't just leave me out.i'm emo-ing.alot.haiz.~~