curious to know more when i keep talking about having to go for course?check this video out.see if you can spot me.not very assist-looking.oh wells:Denjoy:D
the assists:D
Thursday, March 29, 2007
stuffystuffstuff
before saying anything i'm pissed!cause my whole post disappeared cause blogger say i have broken html.stupid la.2nd time liao-.-"and it was such a long post!):
yesterday
went to take photos.spastic ones-.-"
oververdue-d visit to polyclinic.more medicine-.-"
completed enrolment for poly though it took forever for the online part-.-"
missed out some stuff to be sent to the poly and realised only after sending.
watched show on youtube.i'm such a sucker for sappy shows man.
found videos of EU:Dand got the assist picture:D
today
stayed home cause dearest is sick):
get well soon dearest!take care loads k!loves!
but she promised to go out with me next week:D
finished watching my show:Dkinda sad but oh wells:D
got to work tomorrow!sian):
i shall leave earlier!i don't care:D
friday's coming soon!last yc for this month):
heard next one's end may.shall be eagerly awaiting it:D
school's starting soon for me):i like being free!):
orientation's next week.i don't even know anyone):so loner man.
shall make an experimental trip down there this friday.
might be late for EU.shall chiong down:D
my school's like chao far away from my house man!
i stay at BEDOK and yet my school's at YIO CHU KANG.
craziness please.rahhh.hope i don't get lost man-.-"
mummy found a job!start work next monday!yay:D
to denise
i'm so sad man.now you have your steve darling then you pang seh me):how nice of you eh.i shall talk less to you.or even better!how about if i stop talking to you:Dgood?haha.anyways.good luck for the audition.your darling steve/natalie/hafiz did mine then they were saying how lucky i am cause last time have people come out crying.ohwells.who ask you have sailing that day.anyways.i heard from them that they had to dance with out music for don't know how long.think my one was alright.had to intro myself using one minute.name.age.what i like what i don't like.wasn't good cause i was freezing so couldn't think-.-"then they gave me some situations and asked me what i would do.yeah.oh wells.thats it.shan't waste my post leaving a not for you man.pang seh me.leave me alone):bleagh.denise is mean.so mean):
yesterday
went to take photos.
oververdue-d visit to polyclinic.
completed enrolment for poly though it took forever for the online part-.-"
watched show on youtube.
found videos of EU:Dand got the assist picture:D
today
stayed home cause dearest is sick):
get well soon dearest!take care loads k!loves!
but she promised to go out with me next week:D
finished watching my show:Dkinda sad but oh wells:D
got to work tomorrow!sian):
i shall leave earlier!i don't care:D
friday's coming soon!last yc for this month):
heard next one's end may.shall be eagerly awaiting it:D
school's starting soon for me):i like being free!):
orientation's next week.i don't even know anyone):so loner man.
shall make an experimental trip down there this friday.
might be late for EU.shall chiong down:D
my school's like chao far away from my house man!
i stay at BEDOK and yet my school's at YIO CHU KANG.
craziness please.rahhh.hope i don't get lost man-.-"
mummy found a job!start work next monday!yay:D
to denise
i'm so sad man.now you have your steve darling then you pang seh me):how nice of you eh.i shall talk less to you.or even better!how about if i stop talking to you:Dgood?haha.anyways.good luck for the audition.your darling steve/natalie/hafiz did mine then they were saying how lucky i am cause last time have people come out crying.ohwells.who ask you have sailing that day.anyways.i heard from them that they had to dance with out music for don't know how long.think my one was alright.had to intro myself using one minute.name.age.what i like what i don't like.wasn't good cause i was freezing so couldn't think-.-"then they gave me some situations and asked me what i would do.yeah.oh wells.thats it.shan't waste my post leaving a not for you man.pang seh me.leave me alone):bleagh.denise is mean.so mean):
visit to sata
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
back from another assisting experience.
this time was a great test of my patience man.
was in charge of participant's welfare this time.
last time was food.
truthfully.i prefer doing food.
oh wells.
learned some stuff la.
like how to care more for people.yeah
sad to say i didn't actually find out they were sick till they were taken outside.
oh wells.
some of them were really adorable man:D
thank God that munir came and i seriously think he's so good man.
he came up with the cheers/made group identity/got their attention.
on top of that he walked this boy to the station.
i knew that this boy was going home alone yet i didn't walk him.
i feel so ashamed man):
i'm determined to do a better job next time!
picked up bowling cause ended early and all went to play.
no i'm in a pooling plus bowling mood.how nice man.
oh yeah!found out something cool man!
adam went for EU before me[march 2006].
and his group won.plus he won overall!
surprisesurprise.
medical report
woke up at like 7.30 this morning.even before that.
mum was like what time you waking up.7.15/7.30?
guess what!it was pouring!like literally man.
it looked like someone was pouring water down la.
cabbed down.saw jia hui and her mum.
classic example of smart people not going to jc-.-"
her queue number's like 9[mine's 24].
oh wells.she woke up earlier.
the whole process ended around 10.
something dumb happened.
cause had to change to this robe to take x-ray.why kill my cells man.
3 of the guys there were like getting horny seeing that the girls had to change-.-"
they were like laughing and talking about it.
guess what.they walked straight into the machine used for height and weight.
the machine crashed on the spot and the 3 guys zhao-ed:D
serve them right man.oh wells.home after that.
met dad.went to pay at bank.walked around tm.
wanted to take photos but stupid shop no white backdrop.
how nice.have to do it tomorrow):
oh wells.can't wait to hear what cheryl has to tell me:D
outing with dearest on wednesday:D
work on thursday):
yc again this week:D
recently there seems to be something wrong with me.cry so easily.even for like the slightest reason and even no reason.i really don't know.like everything's just slipping away from me.i'm like this lonely person marooned on an island.all i need is someone to talk to.to be there to tell me that its all gonna be alright.just be beside me now.but somehow i can't find anyone.its not like no one will do that.but somehow its like i'm trying to reach those and yet they are just getting further and further away.at times like this i really wish i were emotion-less.keeping up this facade is tiring.i'm tired.really tired.and yet i have to keep it up.it hurts.deep down.right down there.does it matter?
this time was a great test of my patience man.
was in charge of participant's welfare this time.
last time was food.
truthfully.i prefer doing food.
oh wells.
learned some stuff la.
like how to care more for people.yeah
sad to say i didn't actually find out they were sick till they were taken outside.
oh wells.
some of them were really adorable man:D
thank God that munir came and i seriously think he's so good man.
he came up with the cheers/made group identity/got their attention.
on top of that he walked this boy to the station.
i knew that this boy was going home alone yet i didn't walk him.
i feel so ashamed man):
i'm determined to do a better job next time!
picked up bowling cause ended early and all went to play.
no i'm in a pooling plus bowling mood.how nice man.
oh yeah!found out something cool man!
adam went for EU before me[march 2006].
and his group won.plus he won overall!
surprisesurprise.
medical report
woke up at like 7.30 this morning.even before that.
mum was like what time you waking up.7.15/7.30?
guess what!it was pouring!like literally man.
it looked like someone was pouring water down la.
cabbed down.saw jia hui and her mum.
classic example of smart people not going to jc-.-"
her queue number's like 9[mine's 24].
oh wells.she woke up earlier.
the whole process ended around 10.
something dumb happened.
cause had to change to this robe to take x-ray.
3 of the guys there were like getting horny seeing that the girls had to change-.-"
they were like laughing and talking about it.
guess what.they walked straight into the machine used for height and weight.
the machine crashed on the spot and the 3 guys zhao-ed:D
serve them right man.oh wells.home after that.
met dad.went to pay at bank.walked around tm.
wanted to take photos but stupid shop no white backdrop.
oh wells.can't wait to hear what cheryl has to tell me:D
outing with dearest on wednesday:D
work on thursday):
yc again this week:D
outings...
Thursday, March 22, 2007
yesterday
went out with PAVYYY!like finally:D
walked aimlessly around bugis junction.
it was raining so heavily):
think the people in the shops see us must be thinking we're weirdos man.
oh wells:D
saw this nice overall thingy but was shocked at the price after finally deciding to look at it):
walked some more:D
finally went to bugis street:D
it was quite empty la:D
bought this cute overall thingy except its skirt and not shorts:D
walked some more:D
went back to bugis junction.
sat outside kinokuniya[error?lol] and talked till like 17.30.
nice pavy made me do like all the talking when i'm sick.
nice eh.
went to tm.
wanted to meet amirah.
she went mia on me):
left for church for prayer meeting.
kept coughing.fever came back.
oh wells:D
got a ride home:D
i'm assisting again:D
today
kena forced to see a doctor.
luckily changed it to the one near my old house.
not the one all the way at toa payoh.
everyone's like wah so tall already ah:D
grandma pretended not to know my surname.nice.
doctor also say i tall:D
the usual:very bad cough etc...
fever/cough/phlegm etc.
think i can tell you whats what without you telling me:D
home.medicine.tv.sleep.tv.medicine.etc...
hey dearest!so glad you're able to come online again:D
please stop dreaming those funny things eh:D
LOVES!:D
without my knowing,my passion seemed to have already started to fade away...
went out with PAVYYY!like finally:D
walked aimlessly around bugis junction.
it was raining so heavily):
think the people in the shops see us must be thinking we're weirdos man.
oh wells:D
saw this nice overall thingy but was shocked at the price after finally deciding to look at it):
walked some more:D
finally went to bugis street:D
it was quite empty la:D
bought this cute overall thingy except its skirt and not shorts:D
walked some more:D
went back to bugis junction.
sat outside kinokuniya[error?lol] and talked till like 17.30.
nice pavy made me do like all the talking when i'm sick.
nice eh.
went to tm.
wanted to meet amirah.
she went mia on me):
left for church for prayer meeting.
kept coughing.fever came back.
oh wells:D
got a ride home:D
i'm assisting again:D
today
kena forced to see a doctor.
luckily changed it to the one near my old house.
everyone's like wah so tall already ah:D
grandma pretended not to know my surname.
doctor also say i tall:D
the usual:very bad cough etc...
fever/cough/phlegm etc.
think i can tell you whats what without you telling me:D
home.medicine.tv.sleep.tv.medicine.etc...
hey dearest!so glad you're able to come online again:D
please stop dreaming those funny things eh:D
LOVES!:D
assist-ing:D
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
alrighty.i'm here:D
wahah.
i've got new stuff to announce:D
i've joined the assist team of EU!:D
its like the coolest thing ever!
quoting brent:'its simply awesome':D
got to know the other assists.
fantastic people:D
new friends:D
got to help assist the biggest group ever.
was in charge of food.
dancing was great:D
think i'm like getting over stage phobia man:D
my group aka frogs won!:D
how exciting:D
having a terrible cough/flu/and aching legs:D
who cares:D
i can do it over and over again man!:D
wahah:D
being high all the time:D
maybe not all
oh wells:D
its definitely a new direction in my life:D
like what shannon says.
go in with a positive attitude man:D
all will befinegood!:D
rahhh:D
i'm high again:D
oh wells:D
loves:D
wahah.
i've got new stuff to announce:D
i've joined the assist team of EU!:D
its like the coolest thing ever!
quoting brent:'its simply awesome':D
got to know the other assists.
fantastic people:D
new friends:D
got to help assist the biggest group ever.
was in charge of food.
dancing was great:D
think i'm like getting over stage phobia man:D
my group aka frogs won!:D
how exciting:D
having a terrible cough/flu/and aching legs:D
who cares:D
i can do it over and over again man!:D
wahah:D
being high all the time:D
oh wells:D
its definitely a new direction in my life:D
like what shannon says.
go in with a positive attitude man:D
all will be
rahhh:D
i'm high again:D
oh wells:D
loves:D
when words simply fail me...
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
just went to read dearest's entry.
lost.i feel that way too.
i thought you were my best good
i thought wrong.
can't you see our distance?
yeah.now i can.
seems like you've always knew everything.
behind that oh-so-cute face.
just there pretending.
perhaps waiting for me to finally realize.
maybe even laughing at how stupid i am to have trusted you so much.
waiting.looking.observing.
now i know.
i seem to have woken up from this dream.
to finally feel the long forgotten hurt.
to see how stupid i've been.
to realize how wrong i am.
to realize how few people i can actually talk to.
to feel so much pain;
it all seems to be in a rush to be felt once again.
to be so tired of this all.
to see you for who you are.
to stop making excuses for you.
to stop being used by you.
to stop letting you twist my words.
to stop doing what i didn't want to do;
what you should do yourself.
to realize that this has all been a facade.
its amazing how much a person can change.
and how quickly even.
really.
how disappointed you can become with someone.
how she is this way with you and the other with another.
how she can tell you this and tell another that the next moment.
am i really so nice to be there for anybody.
just anybody.
to simply dump anything/everything on me.
and simply leave after that?
i'm tired.
i really need a break.
i just want to run away from it all.
your lies.everything.
i thought its all smooth-sailing from before.
i thought wrong.
i'm just stupid aren't i?
to keep going back even though i keep getting hurt.
to keep trying believing that its all different.
to you.
re-visitation...
Monday, March 12, 2007
back:D
yep.the owner of this blog has finally felt like blogging:Danyways.thank you DEAREST for blogging for me,changing my template and adding the song.yeah:D
friday
work.left early:Dwent home.slack.late cause waiting for phone to charge.arrived early at EU.didn't bring ticket.heh.they didn't even print my tag.thanks ah.almost gave me weishi's cause i was registered with chinese name.nice eh.was recognised surprisingly:Dlistened to speech.did this hand pulling thingy.weishi ahhh...
saturday
woke up early.was asked to reach at 0815.guess what.they register at 0830.nice.dance.talk.group.same as shu cause she switched.bears.weishi thought i was '5'[aka frogs].oh wells.my leaders[jeff&raphael with crystal being the assistant] weren't really good at first la.assists:zeck[self-proclaimed ego-maniac] and natalie[she's ticklish]:Dboard-breaking was cool:D
yep.the owner of this blog has finally felt like blogging:Danyways.thank you DEAREST for blogging for me,changing my template and adding the song.yeah:D
friday
work.left early:Dwent home.slack.late cause waiting for phone to charge.arrived early at EU.didn't bring ticket.heh.they didn't even print my tag.thanks ah.almost gave me weishi's cause i was registered with chinese name.nice eh.was recognised surprisingly:Dlistened to speech.did this hand pulling thingy.weishi ahhh...
saturday
woke up early.was asked to reach at 0815.guess what.they register at 0830.nice.dance.talk.group.same as shu cause she switched.bears.weishi thought i was '5'[aka frogs].oh wells.my leaders[jeff&raphael with crystal being the assistant] weren't really good at first la.assists:zeck[self-proclaimed ego-maniac] and natalie[she's ticklish]:Dboard-breaking was cool:D
sunday
cabbed there.realised we were meant to be in black/brown.oh wells.jeff started freaking about skit.wahah.so i just kinda dumped ideas on him and told him about some of the things to look out for.thankfully he came up with more after that.so though i didn't think he was a good leader at 1st and kept saun-ing him i think he's quite nice actually.oh wells.skit was alright.kena sabo-ed to be narrator by my assists.found out jeff's ticklish too cause of the pokings:Dwahah.i got the right answer for the maths question then jeff saw wrongly.oh wells.and that 3 minute test we talked or could have scored higher-.-"oh wells.dancing was craziness.haha.then did this sharing thingy:Dfrogs won overall.HMMZ.to think i was in frogs and frogs lost then.bleagh.
so anyways.thanks to all those who's helped me during EU.like help me keep phone etc.and it was nice to have known all of you:D
oh by the way the above is all that i remembered.yup:Dpictures next time:D
Friday, March 09, 2007
HELLO.(:
im back to blog for her.
xD
haha.
yes yesh.
she crashed my cg ytd..
at the correct time!
we took some pics
though i uploaded it on my blog,
i shall do it again for her..
xD
this is her daddy and shawn.
LOL.
wells.
this is me and sweetybird.(:
me and her daddy.(:
and me and her!
aka.
me and dearest.xD
LOVES.(:
wells!
she's not gonna be online a few days..
i will so miss her!
anyway!
hope her blog's kept more alive now!((:
tkecares.
al.(:
im back to blog for her.
xD
haha.
yes yesh.
she crashed my cg ytd..
at the correct time!
we took some pics
though i uploaded it on my blog,
i shall do it again for her..
xD
this is her daddy and shawn.
LOL.
wells.
this is me and sweetybird.(:
me and her daddy.(:
and me and her!
aka.
me and dearest.xD
LOVES.(:
wells!
she's not gonna be online a few days..
i will so miss her!
anyway!
hope her blog's kept more alive now!((:
tkecares.
al.(:
STRANGER.(:
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
ello ello!
guess who i am.xD
bet you dont know.
((:
i love my dearest.
my dearest = audrey.
xD
guess who i am!
im her fave spammer.
muahaha.
xD
she's so nice!
i'm so nice too(:
we're both nice ppl!
girl coming for cg tmr!
yay.
xD
comecome(:
hmms.
lemme liven here up!
mmm.
ohkaye!
i knw wad to do!
i sing a song.
and you guess wad song it is!
erm
i love you,
you love me,
we are happy family
with a great big hug
and a kiss from me to you
wont you say you love me too!
ohkaye ohkaye
no.2
wo men de gu shi zhen nan wang,
tai duo de hui yi he xi wang
bu guan ta you duo feng kuang
wo yuan yi zhen chang
wo men de gu shi bu neng wang,
tai duo de qin qie you fa zhan
bu yao fang qi
ying wei you yi tian yuan fen hui ju xu.
haha.
xD
guess kayes!(:
next time i post,
i tell you!(:
LOVES.
AUDREY RAWKS.xD
GOD rawks more(:
loves,
a stranger,
al.(:
guess who i am.xD
bet you dont know.
((:
i love my dearest.
my dearest = audrey.
xD
guess who i am!
im her fave spammer.
muahaha.
xD
she's so nice!
i'm so nice too(:
we're both nice ppl!
girl coming for cg tmr!
yay.
xD
comecome(:
hmms.
lemme liven here up!
mmm.
ohkaye!
i knw wad to do!
i sing a song.
and you guess wad song it is!
erm
i love you,
you love me,
we are happy family
with a great big hug
and a kiss from me to you
wont you say you love me too!
ohkaye ohkaye
no.2
wo men de gu shi zhen nan wang,
tai duo de hui yi he xi wang
bu guan ta you duo feng kuang
wo yuan yi zhen chang
wo men de gu shi bu neng wang,
tai duo de qin qie you fa zhan
bu yao fang qi
ying wei you yi tian yuan fen hui ju xu.
haha.
xD
guess kayes!(:
next time i post,
i tell you!(:
LOVES.
AUDREY RAWKS.xD
GOD rawks more(:
loves,
a stranger,
al.(:
