saturday
went for EU:D
abit anti-social ah.
suddenly so many assists also.
oh wells.
was assisting geese with baoyi!:D
i love my group!:D
many with potentials!:D
had to leave for ushering thingy.
board break was cool.
sunday
went to kenneth's house for cell.
left for EU.
so difficult to get cab!):
back in time for visualization:D
didn't do hands-on again.
oh wells.
anyway.
did last dance:D
my group won!:D
encore dance session again!:D
super emo during debrief.
shannon's last EU!):
cabbed home then chiong html.
anyways!
TO SHANNON!
hey!
though i'm not sure if you'll read this but i just want to say that i'll really miss you!though we're not close you have been a really great leader in the assist team.all the best in your studies in australia!come back and visit us k!much loves!
another great EU!
Monday, July 30, 2007
gone...
Saturday, July 28, 2007
fingers were freezing during GD.
kinda was in my own world=.=
went for CCT.
listened to 2 groups presenting.
saw fiona xie and ben yeo at kou fu.
they were filming some channel u show.
search for xiao hua xiao cao.
something like that.
the guys were...=.=
last minute cramming for DE lab.
jeremy very funny.
if inverter come out how.
ask daikin!
cause have mr inverter mah!
get it?LOL!
was chao stressed.
did the circuit on 3 breadboards all cannot get=.=
guess what the breadboard corroded liao.
got full marks*phew*
medicine never fails to make me jelly-ish=.=
long day tomorrow!
oh wells its weekends!:D
all you need is love.
but a little chocolate now and then doesn't hurt.
-Charlie brown
guess what.
God is love.
that came to me today.
while looking at that banner with that quote.
i need Your love.
kinda was in my own world=.=
went for CCT.
listened to 2 groups presenting.
saw fiona xie and ben yeo at kou fu.
they were filming some channel u show.
search for xiao hua xiao cao.
something like that.
the guys were...=.=
last minute cramming for DE lab.
jeremy very funny.
if inverter come out how.
ask daikin!
cause have mr inverter mah!
get it?LOL!
was chao stressed.
did the circuit on 3 breadboards all cannot get=.=
guess what the breadboard corroded liao.
got full marks*phew*
medicine never fails to make me jelly-ish=.=
long day tomorrow!
oh wells its weekends!:D
all you need is love.
but a little chocolate now and then doesn't hurt.
-Charlie brown
guess what.
God is love.
that came to me today.
while looking at that banner with that quote.
i need Your love.
yet again...
Friday, July 27, 2007
wednesday
school as usual.
started feeling unwell.
slept earlier than usual=.=
thursday
was freezing in the lab.
all same same.
do lab work and project.
some just do project.
tutorial ended early.
so did lecture.
exams are coming=.=
cabbed home with 'ster.
medicine-d then KO=.=
coding's so annoying=.=
lab test tomorrow=.=
then there's also homepage=.=
so many projects...
stress~!...
oh wells.
try.tried.[still]trying.
lean not on my own strength.
this just came to me.
guess its always easier said than done.
how typically practically everything's not going well.
still trudging on.
school as usual.
started feeling unwell.
slept earlier than usual=.=
thursday
was freezing in the lab.
all same same.
do lab work and project.
some just do project.
tutorial ended early.
so did lecture.
exams are coming=.=
cabbed home with 'ster.
medicine-d then KO=.=
coding's so annoying=.=
lab test tomorrow=.=
then there's also homepage=.=
so many projects...
stress~!...
oh wells.
try.tried.[still]trying.
lean not on my own strength.
this just came to me.
guess its always easier said than done.
how typically practically everything's not going well.
still trudging on.
let go
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
1st lecture had quiz.
lucky its a group test.
brought wrong text.
went to wait for 'ster.
thank God time passed fast.
perhaps cause i was reading?
oh wells:D
'ster's laptop trouble ah!
just cannot configure la!=.=
72-ed together.
met cindy.
talked alot.
also some interesting stuff:D
okie got start to chiong projects by tomorrow!):
here come the late nights...
guess i should be left alone at times.
doing some of things i shouldn't do.
seems oh-so tempting.
still want to just run.
to just disappear.
to just mia.
oh God when would you tell me what to do?
lucky its a group test.
brought wrong text.
went to wait for 'ster.
thank God time passed fast.
perhaps cause i was reading?
oh wells:D
'ster's laptop trouble ah!
just cannot configure la!=.=
72-ed together.
met cindy.
talked alot.
also some interesting stuff:D
okie got start to chiong projects by tomorrow!):
here come the late nights...
guess i should be left alone at times.
doing some of things i shouldn't do.
seems oh-so tempting.
still want to just run.
to just disappear.
to just mia.
oh God when would you tell me what to do?
life's not a bed of roses
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
super tired after EU.
was headache-ing during 1st lesson.
presentation was bad=.=
DE was like greek.
html was stone-ing session.
teacher was on moodswing ah.
72-ed with 'ster.
going to start on hp.
talked to 'ster.
meeting cindy tomorrow.
i don't hear Your voice.
i don't know what to do.
where can i go.
first was that and now the other also.
seems like i'm trapped in a room.
with all the air being sucked out.
i'm suffocating.
i really don't know how long i can survive.
drowning in all of this.
how great isn't it.
was headache-ing during 1st lesson.
presentation was bad=.=
DE was like greek.
html was stone-ing session.
teacher was on moodswing ah.
72-ed with 'ster.
going to start on hp.
talked to 'ster.
meeting cindy tomorrow.
i don't hear Your voice.
i don't know what to do.
where can i go.
first was that and now the other also.
seems like i'm trapped in a room.
with all the air being sucked out.
i'm suffocating.
i really don't know how long i can survive.
drowning in all of this.
how great isn't it.
best EU!ever!
Monday, July 23, 2007
went for 1st service.
bus wait was so long!=.=
was quite sleepy=.=
had headache during 2nd service.
but i made it!:D
walked out with the cell.
cabbed down and its cheaper then that time!:D
in charge of donkeys with hafiz.
lucky have re-visit so not that bad i guess.
loved the last dance!:D
finally i didn't miss it man!:D
oh wells!
next week's another!:D
formal presentation tomorrow!=.=
back to chiong-ing of projects.
once again!):
oh wells!
i just can't take it.
how do you become numb.
when you hurt too much?
wish i could escape to somewhere.
right now would be good.
bus wait was so long!=.=
was quite sleepy=.=
had headache during 2nd service.
but i made it!:D
walked out with the cell.
cabbed down and its cheaper then that time!:D
in charge of donkeys with hafiz.
lucky have re-visit so not that bad i guess.
loved the last dance!:D
finally i didn't miss it man!:D
oh wells!
next week's another!:D
formal presentation tomorrow!=.=
back to chiong-ing of projects.
once again!):
oh wells!
i just can't take it.
how do you become numb.
when you hurt too much?
wish i could escape to somewhere.
right now would be good.
whole day...
Sunday, July 22, 2007
whole day...overslept for seminar=.=
rather interesting.
took transport to the hotel.
have salvation!
so quite cool ah:D
went to see mission trippers off.
chye aik and celine they all.
realized that celine and kenneth have same shoes.
but different colours*points at picture*
[left:celine;right:kenneth]
chao long day tomorrow!
oh wells!
guess i'm just in a big mess.
this is it.
i'm so tired.
if you care but don't show.
i rather you don't.
if you care and show through other ways.
i rather you don't.
if you know i'm angry.
its good and bad i guess.
well...
if you know about how i feel.
do what you want.
i'm too tired to care.
kinda rather you confront me.
think i'm gonna mia again.
really need a break.
yayeee~
Saturday, July 21, 2007
had lab assesment.
1st thing in the morning some more.
quite proud of my work.
did CCT presentation finally.
teacher was so annoying can=.=
DE was alot of copying.
train-ed with sharon again:D
completed more ppt slides for PD.
got ready and had a ride down for EU:D
kinda miss EU.LOL!
so sad i'll miss tomorrow.
but there's sunday!
and next week!
whoots~!:D
i guess i'm just so nice to be made use of.
so convenient.
to be forgotten also.
to let go.
or not.
seems so easy.
and yet...
contradictions in life.
perhaps God you tried telling but i never heard You.
IT-ish...
Friday, July 20, 2007
programming was alright.
alot of typing but today lost standard ah=.=
did alright for lab test i guess.
tutorial was chao boring.
did abit of cct project after that.
i think we did=.=
lecture was boring as usual.
completed the lectures already.
next week is revision=.=
tomorrow have EU:D
half done with ppt slides for PD:D
saturday and sunday morning in church.
outreach events where lives are saved/touched:D
busy end of the week ahead.
whoowheee~!:D
seems like its got better.
but who knows when's the next time it might come back.
why isit that reality is so cruel?
perhaps i'm just not a good friend afterall.
perhaps after all this its just my fault.
if it is then i'm sorry to those i've hurt.
thank You God for all that You've done for me today.
alot of typing but today lost standard ah=.=
did alright for lab test i guess.
tutorial was chao boring.
did abit of cct project after that.
i think we did=.=
lecture was boring as usual.
completed the lectures already.
next week is revision=.=
tomorrow have EU:D
half done with ppt slides for PD:D
saturday and sunday morning in church.
outreach events where lives are saved/touched:D
busy end of the week ahead.
whoowheee~!:D
seems like its got better.
but who knows when's the next time it might come back.
why isit that reality is so cruel?
perhaps i'm just not a good friend afterall.
perhaps after all this its just my fault.
if it is then i'm sorry to those i've hurt.
thank You God for all that You've done for me today.
<3
Thursday, July 19, 2007
was super cold cause suddenly started raining=.=
didn't have DCN test afterall=.=
lesson ended early.
went to kou fu then library to slack.
went to meet EUNICE:D
was late cause someone forgot to call=.=
went to eat.
bumped into CL.LOL!
slacked and talked.
went to candy empire.
she got me chocolate with marshmallow in it:D
thank you EUNICE you really made my day today!<3
i'm trying my best.
i really am.
but all this is really pushing me.
why isit that my efforts just keep returning fruitless.
what should i do.
i'm so tired.
so wish i could just run away yet again.
there must be more than this.
perhaps if i wasn't so sensitive it would be better.
maybe if i wasn't a trained extrovert.
i wouldn't feel anything.
cutcutcut...
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
this is the 200th post!
and the date has a 7!
okie random-ness!LOL!
lectures ended slightly earlier.
deadline for personal webpage extended:D
did some photoshop-ing for GD.
went to cut hair after so long!
it feels so good:D
tomorrow have DCN re-test=.=
okie i got to stop opening stupid emails.
kena virus thingy again=.=
i got to stop procrastinating man=.=
now just got to settle the other 2.
that one can wait.
i guess.
i'll be fine after that.
right?
hmmm.
thank You for all that You've done for me.
i love You!
and the date has a 7!
okie random-ness!LOL!
lectures ended slightly earlier.
deadline for personal webpage extended:D
did some photoshop-ing for GD.
went to cut hair after so long!
it feels so good:D
tomorrow have DCN re-test=.=
okie i got to stop opening stupid emails.
kena virus thingy again=.=
i got to stop procrastinating man=.=
now just got to settle the other 2.
that one can wait.
i guess.
i'll be fine after that.
right?
hmmm.
thank You for all that You've done for me.
i love You!
sisters day out
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
school as usual.
1st lesson was annoying as usual.
PD was alright.
project grade alright la.
presentation next week.
must wear formal wear!=.=
something happened but thank God it was alright.
logic gates was...=.=
html was continuation.
she let us leave earlier:D
got home quite early.
went to watch harry potter with sis.
a disappointment like what i heard=.=
tomorrow's short day!:D
i'm trying.
why isit that you can't see i'm trying to help.
what if one day i just stopped caring.
for anyone.
about anything/everything.
anyhow.
God's truly good all the time!:D
[and all the time He's good]
1st lesson was annoying as usual.
PD was alright.
project grade alright la.
presentation next week.
must wear formal wear!=.=
something happened but thank God it was alright.
logic gates was...=.=
html was continuation.
she let us leave earlier:D
got home quite early.
went to watch harry potter with sis.
a disappointment like what i heard=.=
tomorrow's short day!:D
i'm trying.
why isit that you can't see i'm trying to help.
what if one day i just stopped caring.
for anyone.
about anything/everything.
anyhow.
God's truly good all the time!:D
[and all the time He's good]
sundays are love~!
Sunday, July 15, 2007
was late for cell.
cutting tree so must walk back=.=
went for ushering.
did highlife side:D
lunch-ed at miss u cafe.
beside simpang bedok there.
had a talk.
the spicy lover so hot can!
took so long to finish and my face chao red.
celebrated vanessa's birthday.
separated after that.
vanessa came over.
walked her to the bus-stop.
watched tv after that:D
attempted to do project but chao not successful.
wahhh.
sian to the max la!
i'm so movie-deprived.
oh wells.
i'm gonna chiong project like siao!
i can do it!
i'm really so tired.
just really want to get out of all of this.
i'll take wk's advice.
God i just surrender it all to You.
hmmm
friday
school as usual.
something happened during DE.
miss lee ahhh!=.=
went with the rest to neebo.
quite a cool place.
saturday
caught up on sleep!:D
started on personal webpage.
need to edit alot of stuff.
oh wells.
at least i got 3 pages.
tomorrow's cell!:D
highlight day of the week!
whoots~!
on the verge of tears 1/2 the time.
i'm really tired.
trying so hard.
only cause of Your strength can i move on.
i really need Your guidance.
learning to trust in You.
i stand in awe of You.
whoots~!
Friday, July 13, 2007
PMP was good:D
so fun with all the typing.
but it was freezing cold please!
first time fail e-quiz=.=
tutorial so sleepy.
got to retake test next week.
lecture was boring as usual.
reached home early.
completed ppt slides but not presenting=.=
storyboard looks like primary school kids work.
can't wait for friday!:D
wheee~!
but got to start chiong-ing projects.
oh wells.
i'm hanging on still.
thank You for today.
i'm going to remember that i'm not alone.
learning to surrender.
love You so much.
so fun with all the typing.
but it was freezing cold please!
first time fail e-quiz=.=
tutorial so sleepy.
got to retake test next week.
lecture was boring as usual.
reached home early.
completed ppt slides but not presenting=.=
storyboard looks like primary school kids work.
can't wait for friday!:D
wheee~!
but got to start chiong-ing projects.
oh wells.
i'm hanging on still.
thank You for today.
i'm going to remember that i'm not alone.
learning to surrender.
love You so much.
prayer meeting:D
Thursday, July 12, 2007
first lesson was bad.
had to draw storyboard for GD=.=
actually passed e-quiz.
went to do PMP project with sichian.
we actually completed it.
minus the programming part la.
took the train with sharon.
thanks for listening:D
though you won't see it.
oh wells.
rushed down to dte.
ate while waiting for the rest.
talked to nat briefly.
helped her carry out her plan.LOL!
still can't believe she knows hafiz!=.=
and that they're classmates!=.=
prayer meeting was good.
seems to end all too soon.
better is a day in your courts than a thousand elsewhere.
how true.
i know You're there.
or i wouldn't even have survived.
at all.
i'm really learning.
just relying on You.
Your strength is all i need.
i'm really going to break.
in need of Your direction.
i'm really so tired.
just thinking of it makes me feel like crying.
i'm really giving it my best.
help me Father please.
had to draw storyboard for GD=.=
actually passed e-quiz.
went to do PMP project with sichian.
we actually completed it.
minus the programming part la.
took the train with sharon.
thanks for listening:D
though you won't see it.
oh wells.
rushed down to dte.
ate while waiting for the rest.
talked to nat briefly.
helped her carry out her plan.LOL!
still can't believe she knows hafiz!=.=
and that they're classmates!=.=
prayer meeting was good.
seems to end all too soon.
better is a day in your courts than a thousand elsewhere.
how true.
i know You're there.
or i wouldn't even have survived.
at all.
i'm really learning.
just relying on You.
Your strength is all i need.
i'm really going to break.
in need of Your direction.
i'm really so tired.
just thinking of it makes me feel like crying.
i'm really giving it my best.
help me Father please.
download...
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
kinda overslept.
finished downloading dreamweaver and photoshop:D
1st lecture was like...
can't even catch what he say 1/2 the time.
2nd lecture even better.
brought wrong notes.
couldn't hear him=.=
went to elp.
just glanced through the notes.
went to eat at kou fu with some of them.
dearest didn't come afterall):
oh wells.
didn't get stopped by survey people:D
tried downloading vb thing.
finally successful:D
transferred loads of songs from sis:D
tomorrow's prayer meeting:D
staying back to do PMP project.
got to go down from school most probably=.=
oh wells.
it'll be worth it.
so excited please:D
thank You for a great day today:D
i'm learning to count my blessings.
to be more grateful for what i have:D
can't wait to be in Your house tomorrow.
whoots~!:D
i feel so stupid.
why can't i understand.
even if i got help i still don't get it.
what's wrong with me.
i'm so stressed.
i can't take it anymore.
God help me please.
finished downloading dreamweaver and photoshop:D
1st lecture was like...
can't even catch what he say 1/2 the time.
2nd lecture even better.
brought wrong notes.
couldn't hear him=.=
went to elp.
just glanced through the notes.
went to eat at kou fu with some of them.
dearest didn't come afterall):
oh wells.
didn't get stopped by survey people:D
tried downloading vb thing.
finally successful:D
transferred loads of songs from sis:D
tomorrow's prayer meeting:D
staying back to do PMP project.
got to go down from school most probably=.=
oh wells.
it'll be worth it.
so excited please:D
thank You for a great day today:D
i'm learning to count my blessings.
to be more grateful for what i have:D
can't wait to be in Your house tomorrow.
whoots~!:D
i feel so stupid.
why can't i understand.
even if i got help i still don't get it.
what's wrong with me.
i'm so stressed.
i can't take it anymore.
God help me please.
survey-ed....
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
school was as usual.
done with PD project finally!
but presentation on week 15!=.=
doing with yanshanbut i have very bad stage fright.
actually understood abit of logic gates today.
lost at html as usual.
kena asked to do survey for the same thing again!
3rd time liao leh!
i shall walk super fast the next time man!
and that guy thought i was in nursing=.=
why arrow me la=.=
did homework and downloading stuff.
can you believe that.
tomorrow's short day:D
dearest's coming:D
i'm so going to have to buck up man!
have to stop procrastinating!
all i need is His LOVE.
i can survive all of this!
yuppies!
though this is really hard for me.
i'm learning to surrender.
to find all that i need in Him.
somehow i still fear.
feel so insecure.
guess He's teaching me to trust also.
i really need His strength.
this can't be done with my own human strength.
its been good so far.
i know You're always there.
taking me in Your hand and walking me through it.
thank You God.
done with PD project finally!
but presentation on week 15!=.=
doing with yanshan
actually understood abit of logic gates today.
lost at html as usual.
kena asked to do survey for the same thing again!
3rd time liao leh!
i shall walk super fast the next time man!
and that guy thought i was in nursing=.=
why arrow me la=.=
did homework and downloading stuff.
can you believe that.
tomorrow's short day:D
dearest's coming:D
i'm so going to have to buck up man!
have to stop procrastinating!
all i need is His LOVE.
i can survive all of this!
yuppies!
though this is really hard for me.
i'm learning to surrender.
to find all that i need in Him.
somehow i still fear.
feel so insecure.
guess He's teaching me to trust also.
i really need His strength.
this can't be done with my own human strength.
its been good so far.
i know You're always there.
taking me in Your hand and walking me through it.
thank You God.
WHEEE~!
Monday, July 09, 2007
went for cell.
so tired after chiong-ing PD project=.=
cell was small again.
service was the same sermon as yesterday.
vanessa and i were so sleepy.
went for lunch at subway.
moved to tea valley.
talked there for so long.
told so many cold jokes.
went to bus-stop and took 3.
nat alighted 1st leaving the rest to alight at tm.
bought binder thingy.
oh DON'T open the postcard email i sent!
its a virus that sent itself!=.=
but yeah today was the best day of the week.
i LOVE sundays!:D
wednesday have prayer meeting:D
whoots~!:D
feel that God was teaching me to draw closer to him.
that i was too complacent.
but i'm so tired.
feel so stupid.
why can't i just learn to let go.
why can't i just learn not to care.
the ironic and contradicting feelings are driving me nuts.
i'll learn to surrender all my feelings eventually.
with God's love i can get through the week.
i miss You God.
so tired after chiong-ing PD project=.=
cell was small again.
service was the same sermon as yesterday.
vanessa and i were so sleepy.
went for lunch at subway.
moved to tea valley.
talked there for so long.
told so many cold jokes.
went to bus-stop and took 3.
nat alighted 1st leaving the rest to alight at tm.
bought binder thingy.
oh DON'T open the postcard email i sent!
its a virus that sent itself!=.=
but yeah today was the best day of the week.
i LOVE sundays!:D
wednesday have prayer meeting:D
whoots~!:D
feel that God was teaching me to draw closer to him.
that i was too complacent.
but i'm so tired.
feel so stupid.
why can't i just learn to let go.
why can't i just learn not to care.
the ironic and contradicting feelings are driving me nuts.
i'll learn to surrender all my feelings eventually.
with God's love i can get through the week.
i miss You God.
070707!!!
Sunday, July 08, 2007
today's LIVE EARTH day!
and also PUSH drive:D
weather in the morning was...
got so wet la!
we split into 2 buses.
with vanessa[yap]/leonard/zy/kenneth/joshua[ong].
vanessa/me/leonard/zy sat at the back.
with the food and drinks.LOL!
my bus have dominated by uni people.
we feel young:D
vanessa and i were high:D
but was super sleepy after lunch.
it was kinda interesting to see all the polys.
due to time constraint so didn't go my school.
oh wells.
i know that God has started something in all the campuses and camps:D
to all who made it possible today.
you guys were great and God'll honour the work of your hands:D
getting so angry.i just feel like slapping you all the time.whywhywhy!so tempted to let you know everything.if only you knew!rahhh!i'm trying so hard.so tired.ahhh!
and also PUSH drive:D
weather in the morning was...
got so wet la!
we split into 2 buses.
with vanessa[yap]/leonard/zy/kenneth/joshua[ong].
vanessa/me/leonard/zy sat at the back.
with the food and drinks.LOL!
my bus have dominated by uni people.
we feel young:D
vanessa and i were high:D
but was super sleepy after lunch.
it was kinda interesting to see all the polys.
due to time constraint so didn't go my school.
oh wells.
i know that God has started something in all the campuses and camps:D
to all who made it possible today.
you guys were great and God'll honour the work of your hands:D
yet again...
Saturday, July 07, 2007
since you've asked.
here is bao wen's face again.
don't you agree that the picture looks horny?
oh wells.
do you think the picture looks hot?
this person's single.
quite nice also.LOL!
up for grabs.
anyone interested?
tagtagtag:D
ah finally
Friday, July 06, 2007
lost 1/2 my voice=.=
was not concentrating during GD la=.=
went for CCT.
we left too late cause the teacher turned up=.=
went for kou fu.
then for DE.
had to do 2 pages of e-learning=.=
maybe going for movie with dearest:D
sis and cousin having movie marathon.
i promised then now like ps-ing them.OOPS!
oh wellies!
tomorrow's PUSH drive!
it kinda got better.
but somehow it came rushing back.
all the bitterness.
i just want so much to run away.
i used to love smiling.
now its just for the sake of it.
wonder how many people actually notice that.
you have your significant other now.
i got to learn to let go.
stop using me as a substitute.
i'm not your play toy.
i'm so disappointed in you.
i know its not your fault that i ____ you.
but why isit that you just don't get it.
i really don't know how to face you.
i was all ready to give it all up till it all came back.
why do i keep seeing you when i least expect.
i'm so tired.
to have to keep up with this pretense.
how nice it would be if i could drop all of this and run.
jelly...
dragged myself to school.
vb had new lab.
forgot had re-test so totally not prepared.
failed by like 2 marks=.=
thank God they taking the better mark.
survived through the day.
KO-ed for long=.=
medicine makes me so jelly-ish.
as usual and i'll sleep all the way.
one more day to weekends!
whoots!
got to start on PD 1st.
so many projects due on week 15=.=
shall catch up on sleep first!
oh wells.
feel so lonely all of a sudden.without my knowing i have turned my focus away from God and towards man.i'm tired of getting disappointed time and again.i want to run back to You.i miss You.when it was all about You.
survived through the day.
KO-ed for long=.=
medicine makes me so jelly-ish.
as usual and i'll sleep all the way.
one more day to weekends!
whoots!
got to start on PD 1st.
so many projects due on week 15=.=
shall catch up on sleep first!
oh wells.
xing ku to the max=.=
Thursday, July 05, 2007
forced myself to attend school.
almost missed my train stop=.=
was having headache la=.=
all my classes have air-con=.=
was dying la.
but i ren-ed till the end:D
KO-ed after i reached home.
went to see the doctor=.=
so much medicine.
no watermelon for me!=.=
many apologies to sen chian!
i really cmi this week.
tomorrow's a day closer to the weekend:D
love my grandma.
she's the sweetest ever!:D
wheee~!
sick-ed...
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
overslept today=.=
was dying during lesson.
all thanks to my headache.
perhaps due to all the sleep-deprivation and fever etc.
school ended early as usual.
went to do project in the library.
finally tried esprit.
its really not bad.
went to have macs then home with 'ster.
i'm really tired.
it seems like all i do is give.
why do i care so much when others don't.
i need a break.
all i feel like doing is run away.
it hurts so much.
seems like no one cares anyway.
all i need is someone to show they care.
sp vincent said to be honest in prayer right.
so where are you God.
why do i feel so faraway.
i'm getting more and more bitter.
feeling so unappreciated.
so unloved.
why.
everything's going downhill once again.
i want to run away.
i really need a break badly.
or maybe just a good cry.
neither of which i can get.
tired.
i really am.
was dying during lesson.
all thanks to my headache.
perhaps due to all the sleep-deprivation and fever etc.
school ended early as usual.
went to do project in the library.
finally tried esprit.
its really not bad.
went to have macs then home with 'ster.
i'm really tired.
it seems like all i do is give.
why do i care so much when others don't.
i need a break.
all i feel like doing is run away.
it hurts so much.
seems like no one cares anyway.
all i need is someone to show they care.
sp vincent said to be honest in prayer right.
so where are you God.
why do i feel so faraway.
i'm getting more and more bitter.
feeling so unappreciated.
so unloved.
why.
everything's going downhill once again.
i want to run away.
i really need a break badly.
or maybe just a good cry.
neither of which i can get.
tired.
i really am.
back to school=.=
Monday, July 02, 2007
unlike the secondary/primary school kids.
i had school today la!
woke up with bodyaches and giddy spells=.=
was so hoping that there wasn't school!
had 1st lesson then was break.
no PD so went to the library with yanshan/ashley.
spent like 1hr talking etc.
yeling came to join after that.
decided not to go for logic gate class.
really wasn't feeling well.
plus won't learn anything.LOL!
went to kou fu to eat.
last lesson was kinda not there as usual.
tomorrow gonna do project=.=
didn't go for assist dinner was too tired.
4 more days.
you can do it audrey!
rahhh.
going home with 'ster tomorrow after sooo long.LOL!
hmmm...
just for you:D
this here is bao wen.
one of my fellow assists.
i'm posting this as a separate post.
honoured right?LOL!
anyways!
this is to make up for immitating you on msn.
oh wells.
you and your ego.LOL!
so you can come and like admire yourself:D
take care and drink water.
though you may like your current sexy voice.
drink water!LOL!:D
the end):
[me.ju.baowen's hand.LOL][me&ju:D]
saturday
brought my orange one for yc.
watched some video on youtube.
batteries burns so fast):
board break was mad.LOL!
imagine going through the whole thing with 240 kids!
sunday
went for breakfast then service.
cabbed down and fell asleep along the way=.=
didn't have bowling but having dinner.
and surprisingly!
my group won!
so happy for them la:D
tomorrow.
i'm so tired of travelling to school=.=
its another like 2/3 weeks before yc=.=
oh wellies.
i'll miss it all as usual=.=
may this week be a good one for all:D
now that whats done is done i feel so stupid.so *ked up.but what can i do.talk to you also like not listening.whats the point.just like some dumbass.
i'm so tired of travelling to school=.=
its another like 2/3 weeks before yc=.=
oh wellies.
i'll miss it all as usual=.=
may this week be a good one for all:D
