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&i'mAchingRealBadly)):
Sunday, August 31, 2008











so there goes the end of one of the best YCs i've had.
jason and i decided to give up and just messed around!LOL!

dying from sore throat/blocked nose/backaches and legs aching like crap)):
think i'm walking like a penguin now alreadyyy=.=
my poor nose is like ultra sore and blocked!ARGHHH!!!
brent and joyce was so sweet to ask how i was during the program.

bowling was not bad considering i haven't in awhile.
and my phone badly needs to be sent for servicinggg!!!=.=
tomorrow's another YC and i wonder how i'll survive.
heard EU only have like 70 participants this time.
i really miss talking to preet manz!!!)):
lis asked me to do this so i shall do it even though i've already done=X

Name 20 people
1. mel
2. joy
3. joyce
4. jason
5. joshua[ong]
6. darren
7. shuyi
8. preet
9. ju
10. leo
11. joey
12. janel
13. kenneth
14. valerie
15. amanda[ho]
16. louis
17. denise
18. nat
19. charlene
20. quek

How did you meet 14?
she was my 1st assist at EU!along with weikai.

What would you do if you never met 1?
no one who will whine at me?LOL!

What if 9 and 20 date each other?
err... so don't go manz!

Will 6 and 17 date?
err... maybe? no idea...

Describe 3!
muscular!((;

Is 8 attractive?
yuppp!LOL!

Describe 7!
HIPPO!!!((;

Do you know any of 12's family members?
mum and sis!

What at if 18 confesses to you he or she likes you?
she's straight?!

What language does 15 speak?
english!

Who's going out with 9?
no one?

How old is 16?
16. or isit 17?

When did u last speak to 13?
err... msn to ask for directions.

Who is 2's favourite singer?
no idea.

Would you ever date with 4?
nah... incest!LOL!((;

Will you ever date with 1?
NO!!!i'm straight!

Is 19 single?
yesh!((;

What is 10's last name?
lim!kok gin!LOL!

School of 3?
forgot!LOL!

Where does 6 live?
bedok. aquarius park if i remember right.

What is your favourite thing of 5?
he's kinda like me. LOL!

Have you seen 2 naked?
NO!siao ah!

shan't pass it on cause its for entertainment.LOL!
really should go sleep cause i think i look like this-> O.O


&iLoveValerieee~!!!((:
Saturday, August 30, 2008


"The difference between great people and everyone else
is that great people create the lives they want actively,
while everyone else is created BY their lives,
passively waiting to see where life takes them next.
The difference between the two is
the difference between truly living and mere existence"

***Michael E.Gerber***
thanks valerie for this kinda cheemology message!((:
in pain and is badly aching especially my legsss!!!=.=
feel like super freaking old nowadays manz)):


&arghhh...
Friday, August 29, 2008

woke up super early considering its holidays.
dear preet was late and had to wait for like almost 1/2hr=.=
really hate formal dressing and wore the wrong shoes some more!
wonder how i survived at all while walking around=.=
currently have like 2/3 blisters and i just burst oneT_T
only went for AGM cause of preet and support MIT people.
left with cuihui after that and took a cab down.
realized i wasn't the only late one so should have taken train=.=
today was rather enjoyable considering its YC and all.
my phone is spoilt cause i can't press 8 and 9!
so i have TONSSS of difficulties messaging!=.=
conclusion: get a pair of black shoes for assisting!=.=
currently should be sleeping but have no mood to at all=.=
can't wait for dance sessions cause i really miss themmm=.=
my msn's not working properly and keeps hanging!!!ARGHHH...


maybes are all just opportunities you've missed out.
there's nothing you can do about it anymore.
wake up AUDREY LIM WEI SHI!!!

wen shi jian qing wei he wu
zhi jiao ren shen si xiang xun


don't know why i'm so very bothered by it...
been thinking and thinking and thinking...
maybe if i didn't put in so much effort...
maybe if i quit in the begining...
maybe if i was there in the begining...
all the maybes are all too late...



&SEGorSIT...
Thursday, August 28, 2008

proud to say that i've cleared my shelf of my lecture notes/tb.
after countless naggings from daddy i finally did it yesterday!LOL!

so you tell me how not to become naggy with my family being so naggy???
even snr charlene says i'm loso now!think i must control ah!
continue when i get back from the outing with amanda!((:
***/edit***
was like 1/2hr late in meeting amanda so sorry!!!
went to walk and saw some nice stuff at esprit((:
walked some more then went to yakun to get kaya toast.
its rather addictive i tell you cause i'm craving for it now=.=
continued on the hunt but cannot find any nice tops=.=
almost bought one but there's like a to-be hole on the left shoulder.
assisting starts tomorrowww...
tomorrow's going to be a busy day...

JOY
===
joy is prayer.
joy is strength.
joy is love.
joy is a net of love by which you can catch souls.
God loves a cheerful giver.
One gives most who gives with joy.
The best way to show our gratitude to God and people is to accept everything with joy.
a joyful heart is the normal result of a heart burning with love.
never let anything so fill you with sorrow as to make you forget the joy of Christ risen.
this i tell my sisters.this i tell to you.

***courtesy of my women's devotional bible***


&itsSoDisappointing...
Wednesday, August 27, 2008

woke up to the sound of rain pouring down.
slacked around the whole day feeling bored...
kinda updated my links so yeah mel you got your wish!LOL!
was kinda lazy to go for cell cause so comfortable and all.
end up titus called saying if late must treat dinner.
so was preparing to leave but he called and say cell cancelled.
they showing the police show on channel u now((:
oh they showing perfect cut again!on channel u also!WHOOTS!((:
can catch the last episode since i was helping out at PN V last time.
anyway i was reading preet's blog and its so arghhh...
its confirmed that MIT is under SEG now and the confusion's over.
currently in a upset-disappointed-annoyed-expected it kinda mood...
this sucks cause MIT is an IT course when i entered NYP and now its EG course!?!
perhaps i won't understand the whole thing like what snr tommy says...
going out with amanda after saying for so longgg((:
The Legend of Brown Sugar Chivalries 黑糖群俠傳 EP 6!
3 more days +++ till its out!so longgg ahhh...=.=


Take a step back,
take a deep
breath & relax.
You'll concentrate better.

Don't think too
much of what will or might happen,
Think of what you have to
NOW,
& if you ever keep thinking of the negative things,
It will affect you!

***courtesy of snr aida's blog***
love her blog manz very nice to kope all this from!LOL!
come on AUDREY LIM WEI SHI!think positive already!
rawrrr...


distraction oh distraction ahhh when are you* gonna leave me alone...
why does it have to keep happening over and over...
wonder how many more does it take for me to learn my lesson!
arghhh...


&nowhereToGO

Looking for beauty in uncertain
Finding the strength inside the gray
Maybe I'm headed for a breakdown, but maybe that's ok
Could be I'm hanging on for dear life
Maybe I need to get a grip
'Cause you're the only one makes me feel like this so

Save me I'm falling again,
Keep me from breaking in a million pieces
In the end no matter what I do,
There's nowhere, nowhere to go,
Nowhere to go but you, yeah yeah

Try to make nothing out of something,
Promised myself I wouldn't care
Baby you're making me a liar
Cause I'm standing here
You'll find a crack in my resistance
You'll find a way to wear me down
Yeah I just look at you and there's no way out so

Save me I'm falling again,
Keep me from breaking in a million pieces,
In the end no matter what I do,
There's nowhere, nowhere to go,
Nowhere to go but...

Save me I'm falling again (yeah)
Keep me from breaking in a million pieces (in the end)
In the end no matter what I do (oh no no)
There's nowhere, nowhere (nowhere to go)
Nowhere to go but

Every single road I take (it's you)
Asleep or wide awake (I know it's you)
And it's too late for anyone to save me

I'm falling again
Keep me from breaking in a million pieces

In the end no matter what I do
(In the end no matter what I do)
There's no where, (nowhere) no where (nowhere) to go
No where to go but...

Save me I'm falling again (falling again)
Keep me from breaking in a million pieces
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

In the end no matter what I do (what I do)
There's no where, no where to go (no where to go, yeah)
Nowhere to go but you

***Nowhere To Go - Backstreet Boys***


&itsHOLIDAYSSS!!!
Tuesday, August 26, 2008


was so nervous i slept at 2 so end up only like 3hrs max of sleep... reached exam hall so early plus it was at zone one=.= went in to sit quite early so was just kinda dying from nervous-ness. people can wear heels and walk around and make tons of noise=.= the paper was not that bad but wasn't fantastic either actually. had brunch at a rather empty koufu after so long!LOL! came home and rested while waiting for alicia to wake up. end up is cannot receive her sms and thought she fly my kite. but is actually she having mild food poisoning so stuck in bed. even though its the holidays but don't really have the holiday mood. mother chase me go find job so shall wait for preet. people are recommending me jobs anyway so yups might as well eh? feel like it so i shall upload an act cute picture!LOL!
that extremely blurry and abstract picture is actually me and preet.
she moved the camera too early thus the effect but not bad eh.
taken during the walk-arounds during that last ogl chalet at ehub.LOL!
can't remember if i posted it so yeah shall post it for fun.LOL!

who is the one she's looking for? who is the one he's
looking for? who are the ones that they looking for?
who is the one i'm looking for?
& who is the one u're looking for?


***courtesy of snr aida***



actually should stop talking to you already.
but why am i still talking to you???



&itsOneMoreDayyy...
Monday, August 25, 2008

sunday
went for highlife prayer meeting after service.
it was quite good even though not everyone was there.
went for lunch at foodcourt after that and it was pouring...
my table were all having nasi lemak!LOL!
end up spending the rest of the day there nua-ing.
weekiat and lis were doing their bimbotic convo.
renhao korkor even joined in after awhile!LOL!
it should be video-ed and posted on youtube manz!
most entertaining funny convo i tell you...
gonna get wk to do it again during camp!wahaha...
17-ed home with jolynn after sitting at the same place for sooo longgg...
oh yeahhh olympics over!kinda fast eh...

monday
wasted one whole day yesterday and decided to start studying.
**** kept calling like 7 times and its really annoying!!!ROAR!!!
decided to ignore all 7 calls and just watched my phone vibrate=x
stared at my notes and i realized i'm so screwed...
networking's not niceee ahhh!RAWRRR!!!...
grandma went malaysia yesterday and bought that yam mooncake thing((:
going out with alicia after tomorrow's paper((:
God please help me through tomorrow's paper!!!
/edit***
just realized that i'm worse than i thought at networking...
some more tomorrow is morning paper!!!)):
save me from networking somebodyyy pleaseee...
this is really bad cause i have no mood to study!!!)):
getting really nervous and scared for NT paper)):
sleepover with lis and maybe alicia on 13th-14th!
this is so freaking exciting!awesome!((:



arghhh...
what the world is wrong with me!!!
its just *** only what!
why am i so bothered about the whole **** thing!!!
what has gotten into you manz???
wake up AUDREY LIM WEISHI!!!
its about time!!!RAWRRR...
disappointed and annoyed at myself)):



&OOADsDONEEE...
Friday, August 22, 2008

was raining at my side and not at yck this time=.=
having exam at 4 sucks cause train's so crowded)):

last night totally didn't have the mood to study...

feel bad towards alicia and lisbeth)):

talked to zy on the phone and remembered butterscotch!

craving for butterscotch ice-cream from swensonsss!!!)):

had a nice talk with snr char about suicide and siblings((:

sat all the way at the first seat of the row=.=

its really distracting to seat in front actually...=.=
hope last paper's seating at the back or middle also can.
waited for claris and aisyah so end up sat all the way till 6.

the paper was kinda easier than expected.i think!

kinda bumped into someone i wasn't quite prepared to see while waiting for 17.

was really tempted to climb out and go take 222/14 instead.

end up kinda luckily that person went upper deck.

sooo lazy to study for networkinggg manzzz)):
so shall start tomorrow so maybe i'll sleep earlier tonight!LOL!
i need like loads and loads and loads of sugarrr...!!!)):
***the picture is a cue stick[from when pool-ing at safra on sunday] with the brand CMI***
oh yeahhh...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SNR TOMMY!!!((:
[though you won't read this.LOL!]



arghhh so easily distracted!!!
why isit that its so extremely addictive to talk to you!!!
this is just really frustrating ahhh!!!
can't believe i can't control this better!
this is really just extremely terrible!!!


&DDIsDONE...
Wednesday, August 20, 2008

got woken up by phone calls this morning=.=
really hate getting woken up by phone calls manz!=.=
then met some inconsiderate china guy on the train to school=.=
qiang le my seat nevermind then end up sit beside him=.=
open leg so big then keep turning around move here and there=.=
do anything stupid and i make sure you regret i tell you!=.=
when reach yck station it was raining heavily and had so many puddles=.=
seat was at the back this time so not so bad...
paper was alright i guess just don't really like to talk about whats over.
now watching new korean show : 1% de ke neng xing![LOL!]
anyway i have like no mood to study so think i'll study tomorrow morning onwards.
found this on janels blog and i'm bored anyway...LOL!

1. The person who last tagged you is...
JANEL LOI EN HUI!

2. Your relationship with him/her is...
my enemy!LOL!nahhh...she's my pig!LOL!((:

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her.
smart/sucks at chinese/has a thing about *red/good leader/can be quite serious

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
that poem she wrote for my birthday!

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you
err... this is bad cause i can only remember you disturbing me!LOL!

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will..
thats IMPOSSIBLE cause i'm STRAIGHT!

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she should improve on will
ditto above mentioned!

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will..
be sad cause no more pig!LOL!but yeah i'll be sad.

9. If he/she becomes you enemy, the reason will be...
cause i went overboard disturbing her???

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is...
give her a hug!LOL!and also to go out!!!

11. Your overall impression of him/her is...
SHE'S A SMARTASS PIG!LOL!

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
too talkative!?!LOL!

13. The characteristics you love about yourself are..
sociable!if not no friends very sad leh don't you think?

14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are..
low self-esteem.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is...
a improved me!more God-like!cliched but yeah.

16. For people that care are like you, say something to them
thanks!hugs and loves!((:

17. (pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you)

1. preet[on the phone with her now!LOL!]
2. huifen
3. kelvin
4. leonard
5. jeffrey
6. charlene
7. melissa
8. louis
9. shuhui
10. meiyi

18. Who is no. 6[charlene] having a relationship with?
noone???

19. Is no.9[shuhui] a male or female?
female

20. If no.7[mel] and 10[meiyi] are together, will it be a good thing?
NO!they're both straight!

21. How about no.8[louis] and 5[jeffrey]?
ditto above!

22. What is no.2[huifen] studying?
same as me!

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3[kelvin]?
just on msn cause we're both bored.

24. What kind of music band does no.8[louis] like?
no idea!LOL!

25. Does no.1[preet] has any siblings?
yeah.2 brothers!LOL!

26. Will you woo no.3[kelvin]?
nooo... i'll never woo a guy!

27. How about no.7[mel]?
i'm straighttt!rawrrr...

28. Is no.4 single[leo]?
yeahhh.that guai kia.

30. What is the hobby of no.4[leo]?
play pool?

31. Do no.5[jeffrey] and 9[shuhui] get along well?
thats just weird?

32. Where is no.2[huifen] studying at?
NYP!same as me((:

33. Say something casually about no.1[preet]
she's a banana!and i'm a watermelon!LOL!((:

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8[louis]?
nooo... he's younger than me!LOL!

35. Where does no.9[shuhui] live at?
no idea. preet just told me she stays at amk.

36. What colour does no.4[leo] like?
no idea!LOL!

37. Are no.5[jeffrey] and 1[preet] best friends?
nope!

38. Does no.7[mel] likes no.2[huifen]?
nah!they don't even know each other.

39. How do you get to know no.2[huifen]?
cause of ogl.

40. Does no.1[preet] have any pets?
nah...

41. Is no.7[mel] the sexiest girl in the world?
errr... nope!LOL!

42. Do you think its possible if no.4[leo] and no.5[jeffrey] date each other?
NO!they are both straight and don't know each anyway!LOL!

43. Say something more about no.6[charlene]
her photoshop is pro!

44. what is your relationship with no.9[shuhui]
friend((:

45. List all the schools that no.1 to no.10 are in and originally from.
too lazy!LOL!

46. What would you do if no.10 hates you?
thats sad lor.

47. Which of the following are in a relationship?
louis[no idea who he's with though.LOL!] & meiyi[canwen]

48. How did you first met no.3[kelvin]?
during BzO when we guarding no access zone.

49. How would you react if no.3[kelvin] and no.10[meiyi] are together?
thats just wrong!cause meiyi's attached my friend!LOL!

50. Last question! What would you do if no.4[leo] tells you she is pregnant.
thats just not possible cause no.4's a GUY!LOL!

aiya don't think anyone will do la.LOL!
anyway is do for entertainment purpose only.LOL!


&itsTheSecondTime!!!=.=
Tuesday, August 19, 2008

can't believe this man!!!
just realized that tomorrow's paper's DDI!!!
kept thinking that it was OOAD for some reason!!!
arghhh...!!!RAWRRR!!!...
that time common test was IS and NT!!!=.=
think that there is seriously something wrong with me!!!
stop getting distracted and focus already!!!
luckily i did start studying for DDI if not no need to sleep already.
AUDREY LIM WEI SHI NEEDS A BRAIN DOCTOR!!!T_T
she needs to have a more normal sleeping time!!!
she needs to stop procrastinating!!!
she needs to stop thinking so much!!!
think perhaps i should get lis to slap me again=.=

=======
Far away, I feel your beating heart
All Alone, beneath the crystal stars
Staring into space what a lonely face
I'll try to find my place with you

What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love
My beautiful love

Larger than the moon, my love for you
Worlds collide as heaven pulls us through
The secret of the world is written in the stars
I'm carrying your heart in mine

What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love

Maybe a greater thing will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe your love will catch like fire
As it burns through me

Maybe a greater thing will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe your love will catch like fire
As it burns through me

Maybe a greater thing will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe your love will catch like fire
As it burns through me

What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right

What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful lalalala love
Lalalala love
My beautiful lalalala love
Lalalala love
My beautiful love
***beautiful love; The Afters***


&imSICK!)):
Sunday, August 17, 2008


i wasted like 2 days already oh my goodness me!
no mood to study database at all yesterday.
ended up spending the who day watching goong.
was late for service today cause remembered time wrongly.
never go late for combined services cause confirm no seat.
finally went different taste to eat lunch after so many weeks.

went over to shawn ling's house with lis to take his bowling ball.

end up jolynn that gang went shopping at tm/cs there=.=

the rest headed for safra as according to plan.

me/lis/shawn/kenneth/jiangliang/kiewyuan/toby/yongsheng

toby/ling/ken went bowling so me and lis went pool.

still can't believe lis doesn't play any ball games=.=
was in a terrible state today thanks to my nose!=.=
gave a miss to go cho's house to watch olympics[pingpong].

knocked out after eating dinner and medicine=.=

now my nose/face/brain hurts manz...

twisted my ankle when i jumped at the pool place=.=

need to stop getting distracted and start studying database!!!=.=

missed out one picture for the last post!

arghhh...
have to stop distraction now!
since its only the at the beginning!

love is all a lie and a reason to get hurt...
perhaps there is no happily ever after.
at all.really


&examsAreNext..
Friday, August 15, 2008






finally done with the notes for OOAD...
went to meet alicia at bugis on wednesday.
spent time in the library reading!LOL!
went to yishun with her to meet her pufferfish.
came all the way back to market near house for dinner.
keep having flu then like take medicine everyday=.=
check out my exam timetableee...
11 more days till i am free...
check out the convo with zac was so interesting.LOL!
his drawings not bad ahhh((:


&chaletsOver
Tuesday, August 12, 2008

sunday
was half dead during sermon...
went to ehub to play pool after lunch and i beat leo!=D
came home and watched the korean show.
had durian and went to sleep for like 2-3hrs.
went back to doing project and slept at like 3am.

monday & tuesday
got woken up at like 9+++ thanks to HQ's sms.
continued to do project and couldn't take it so anyhow do.LOL!
went to watch finish the korean show finally...
took flu medicine and went to rest while waiting for preet and aisyah.
submitted project finally at like 6+++ and left to meet preet.
thought i was late but bumped into them at 354 bus stop.
chalet was at aranda country club so had to do u-turn.
the room was quite filled with bags already.
there were quite alot of people at the bbq pit also.
went to say hi and sat with audrey khoo at the bench and talked.
some of the snrs came over to talk to us.LOL!=D
sat there and there were food brought over=D
decided to go up and then went to cheers and then to pool place.
walked around then went back to cheers and went to the beach=D
sat at the bbq pit near the beach and drank with preet/nettez/cw/jl/jj.
went to 7-11 that side to eat and talked some more...
they were playing truth or dare so joined them and was super funny.
went to join preet and alvin and talked to snr daniel and jeffrey.
ended up all came back in to sit at the table...
daniel became the ball and scandal with preet((;
jeffrey became the one yi jiao ta liang chuan!LOL!((;
they left so me/preet/alvin went to walk around.
came back and they were playing twister!((:
it was super funny to watch the guys at it.LOL!
played a few rounds with them and it was like morning stretch manz!
after that went to play the card game and i kept losing first!=.=
breakfast with preet/nettez/jl/jj at dte macs but nettez bth so went back.
after that went back to sleep at the living room and it was freezing=.=
walked out with preet and nettez to the bus stop.
came home went to bathe and slept for like 9hrs+++...
thanks to twister i'm aching all over alreadyyy=.=
back to having flu againnn and slight headache=.=
must start studying for exams soonnn...!!!RAWRRR!!!

http://www.quekster.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/08/rockvspaperqd0.jpg
***quoted from queks' blog!LOL!***

the more the memories the harder to let go.
sometimes only when you decide to let go.
then you'll realize how much you've been holding on to.


&itsNationalDay!
Saturday, August 09, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!((:

woke up at like 3pm but actually wanted to wake up at 12pm=.=
tried to start on AIM project but was also watching korean show=.=
ended up went to watch NDP and then stop altogether.
so till now haven't even completed any scene at all=.=
ahhh regret la should have listened more in class...
why is flash so hard to use ahh...
its like tons harder than photoshop...
not that i'm that good but at least better[i think???]!
someone save me pleaseeeeeee!!!!!!!T_T
can't wait for monday where all this will be overrr...
adobe flash is killing me ahhh...
rawrrr...


&CTsAreOVER!!!((:
Friday, August 08, 2008

thursday
went to school early to do last minute crammings for AIM.
the lecturer kept standing beside me while i was doing the paper=.=
not going to sit at the sides when doing common test manz=.=
was supposed to be studying for ITP after AIM paper.
ended up talking about food and train rides.LOL!
went in and just dumped what i can remember!LOL!
half the time was like crapping and linking words?!LOL!
was super tired when i reached home and had like no mood to study...
plus it was raining so very very heavily so feel like sleepinggg...

friday
woke up super early for IS paper today=.=
claris mentioned some stuff to study so did last minute crammings=.=
continued crammings outside lecture hall with the rest.
saw the first question and stunned cause mind went blank=.=
ended up doing crapping and just trying to fill more lines.LOL!
went to collect sis' laptop from jc at blk q and went to find the rest.
was on the way home and huifen called to say she might be going voting=.=
but she end up also never go so asked preet about it.
talked and crapped with preet after she reached home.
maybe going to chalet if preet is going on monday.
now that CT is done and over with only AIM project's left...=.=
have no mood to do or even start the project all lorrr!T_T
anyone want to help me do my AIM project???LOL!

arghhh i don't wanna see you around anymoreee...
why am i so easily distracted by you...



&thatsMyWeakPoint
Wednesday, August 06, 2008

Something i stumble upon someone's blog :

"Well, it seems to me that the best relationships - the ones that last - are frequently the ones that are rooted in friendship. You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than you did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is... suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with." -Gillian Anderson.

There are things you love to hear, but you would never hear from the person whom you would like to hear it from, but don't be deaf to hear it from the person who says it with his heart.

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is most painful is to love someone and never finding the courage to let the person know how you feel.

True love is when you.. take away the feeling, the passion, the romance - and you find that you still care for that person.

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be, and you just have to let go.

When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until we've tried.

"Boys frustrate me. I hate all thier indirect messages, I hate game playing. Do you like me or don't you? Just tell me so I can get over you." -Kirsten Dunst

"when you’re feeling down,
after seeing that someone looking at you
with an undescridable expression plus a smile,
he, without have to say anything, unconsciously
and unknowingly, you’ll just feel better, and you smile.
i guess when that happens,
you’ve fallen for that person without you realizing it."
-quoted from eeling, whom quoted from some1 or she write.

Tell me where our time went
And if it was time well spent
Just don't let me fall asleep
Feeling empty again'
Cause I fear I might break
And I fear I can't take it
Tonight I'll lay awake, feeling empty
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
Now that I'm losing hope
And there's nothing else to show
For all of the days that we spent
Carried away from home
Somethings I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone, feeling empty
-paramore ; pressure


courtesy of snr nana/aida's blog((:
snrs blogs are so good for koping stuff!LOL!=p
don't think they'll see this[???] but please tag if any does!LOL!
just done with notes for IS or at least those i know the scope of.
still missing like 3 more chapters and i'm still high=.=
can't believe i'm high thinking of studying=.=
maybe thanks to being blur just now and then brain malfunctioned?
anyway sometimes i feel that i really think too much only i guess.
people you like don't like you...
people who likes you you don't like...
this is the irony of life isn't it???
ARGHHH AUDREY CONCENTRATE LA!!!
YOU CAN GO EMO AND WHATEVER AFTER EXAMS!!!
just remember that...
ITS YET ANOTHER DAY CLOSER TO HOLIDAYS!!!=D
-sounds familiar kelvin?LOL!


&itsAllTheWrongFlavours):
Tuesday, August 05, 2008

kinda overslept cause went back to sleep=.=
taught mum how to on laptop then left for mcafe.
was like 15mins+++ late and saw jon&jan.
started on AIM notes and realized that it has so many codings=.=
went for waffles at gelare cause its tuesday aka 1/2 price!
chose the wrong flavours : turkish delight & chocolate overload=x
continued with AIM notes and can say i'm done with it!((:
took bus alone cause hf got a ride from her dad=.=
got a headache on the way home for no reason=.=
printer had nothing wrong and caused $80+++ just to be looked at=.=
finally managed to printed all the notes for NT tutorial!
gonna study with xueting tomorrow at dte again till cell timeee=.=
we're gonna motivate each otherrr i hope!
just as i typed hope the song i'm listening to had the word hope!
okie studying's making me go all cuckooo...

COUNTDOWN
2 days - AIM & ITP CT
3 days - IS CT

arghhh why isit that i don't like IS at all)):
i am going to conquer it!!!
RAWRRR!!!

oh my goodness!!!
i just realized its meant to be IS CT and not NT!
can't believe i'm so blur lor!WTH!!!=.=


&whenEverythingLosesMeaning
Monday, August 04, 2008


friday
NT ended quite early and we were like talking.
had a few careless mistakes for RAD=.=
didn't get the grade i want for RAD overall)):
IS lecture = exam tips time!LOL!
went for DDI and could like zhao after show face!LOL!
home-d to slack and left for FOP at kallang.
met amanda and decided to leave first.
speaker's good but lighting was really glaring.
met janel and went home with ML people.

saturday
extremely wasted the whole day due to slacking.
re-watched all the shows that i could find=.=

sunday
was late for service so ended up sitting at the back with rw.
had lunch with freddy at tea valley and bumped into david on 17.
rested and went to meet alicia for a ride to kallang.
saw a bunch of RL-ers outside already and went in first.
speaker was great like the 1st day and this time music was too loud=.=
disappointed that i didn't get in for camp comm but oh wells.
supper-ed at hawker center opposite TJC and had a lift home((:

monday
done with all the notes for ITP!WHOOTS!!!((:
just realized that i'll be spending the weekend doing animation.
absolutely no mood to do it now anyways!!!=.=
its due in like less than a week on monday at 2359=.=
hmmm oh what a familiar timing ain't it?
don't think going for chalet but maybe for voting.LOL!
hopefully there'll be pictures after exams((:

COUNTDOWN!!!
3 days - AIM & ITP CT
4 days - IS CT & voting
no life ahhh...



shall refrain from reading certain people's blog lest i get affected again.
really dumb of me to get affected in the first place!
going to prove that i can do well for this coming exams!!!
arghhh i'm not so competitive but i just really want to do well.
this is really contradicting!)):


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