blogged on thursday afternoon[31/5/07].tuesdayended super early[at 1400]=.=went to wait for 'ster but she kinda didn't notice the time=.=went home together.supposed to study for equiz[DCN].but ended up watching POTC:part 2.wednesdaybumped into jolene at bedok mrt station.nothing much.
just very lost at GD=.=
equiz was alright.
got 2 wrong.
went to meet 'ster.slacked at tm inter's macs.went home supposed to rest but didn't.shouldn't turn on the computer=.=wasn't really feeling well.was late.went to meet vanessa 1st.there were like 8 of us:Ddinner[again] at yoshinoya.took so long to decide=.=went to buy drinks.movie was not bad:Dperson behind me kept kicking the chair=.=got a ride home:Dits all wrong.never meant to happen.if only i knew...history seems to be repeating itself.God is number one.and always will be.take control of my life.my everything now oh Lord.i know you gave it all for me.when all else fades my soul will dance with you.where the love lasts forever...
weather's so hot=.=lots of people in black/brown/white.HAHA!nothing much.PD have new ICA.egg throw down 3 levels don't break=.=html was good cause relieve teacher walked us through it:Dwent to find 'ster after school.finally submitted our mcs like super overdue-d=.=took the 72 with the nice seats:Dhome rather early yet again.2-3 tests this week=.=i'm so not prepared la please=.=i'll do loads of catching up during the holidays!in 2 weeks time:Dmaybe wathing POTC:at world's end his wednesday.flag day on saturday.cell/service/outings on sunday.can't wait.highlights of my week:Dthursday's a holiday!thank God man:Dat a lost.help me oh Lord.
fridaylab test 1st thing in the morning=.=spent too much time on tracing.so dumb la don't think i'll do very well):project discussion was=.=went to find them at library.borrowed digital fundamentals for DE.lunched at kou fu.DE was alright except chao sleepy=.=went to find 'ster cause she had to do report.end up never do so left.went to meet cell for dinner:Dseminar was good:Dsaturdaymet for breakfast.went for seminar.break.lunch with cell a bk.break.went for megalife.dinner with cell at foodcourt.back to seminar.the pastors are so cute:Dthe seminar was good:Dsundaymet at atrium.1st service but sat at the back.moved to the front for 2nd service.went down walk walk:D2nd service.lunch at fish & co.[tm]wanted to watch POTC:at world's end.end up so late so all not watching.went to slack at starbucks.talked alot:Dleft.grandma's leaving on friday):saturday's flag day.just decided to something crazy.but i really want to put that burden down.help me oh Lord.its time to worship.-i stand.i stand.in awe of You
lab was alright.no new lab so kinda like stonned?equiz next wednesday=.=engineering block is annoying la.female toilet was being washed so had to cross over=.=ended early.slacked at kou fu.went for tutorial.ended early again.went for lunch at kou fu.slacked outside LT.was so early=.=lecture as boring as usual.went to wait for 'ster.crashed her lecture.information overload so slept.72-ed as usual.went for dinner.shawn came.jo lyn came with shannon[if thats how you spell].sorryyy.walked with 'ster to bus-stop:Dwatched some funny taiwan show.tomorrow's GD lab test.open book=.=talked to dearest:Dseems like we're in the same mood):LOVE YOU DEAREST AND I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU!its friday tomorrow:Dcan see everyone again:Dwonder how long this will last.how long i can hold on/hang in there.where are you God?draw me back to that time where you were always first.sorry
lecture was boring=.=equiz next week.lab test the weel after next.GD was fun.getting the hang of it.open book test on friday=.=lunch was...planned to da bao.found a table after da bao-ing=.=was too tired in lab so slept:Dended early:Dwent to meet 'ster.bought chocolates:Dgot milkshake at tm:Dbus took so long to come=.=slacked then attempted homework.gave up.stupid scanner can't work=.=attempted cutting apart the pages of my tb=.=its like 700+ pages.talked to kenneth while doing that.hmmm.week's ending:Di would really like to know.but then again.suddenly have a feeling that i won't want to.my heart's really fragile.i'm tired.and once again i feel like crying.whyyy...to lift it all to HIM.
finally realized why my blogger still looks wrong.it was under 'edit html'=.=monday was as usual.got killed at html again=.=took 72 alone.'ster sick so never go school=.=office people are so inconsiderate.said excuse me then move like never move.had to walk back 1 stop=.=you need the exercise anyway audrey!can't get baptised this time afterall):in God's time i would be:Dlove tuesday:Dshortest day of the week:Deven shorter today.ended at like 2 plus.went to eat at kou fu.went to the room at the library.was occupied so hung around.took the room beside first then switched over.they were figuring how to configure the laptop so i slept:Dcompleted report for DEP:Djust need to scan the pictures and put in the data.now left project for CCT and PD.CCT first so doing on friday:Dwent to meet 'ster.was abit crazy on the bus.couldn't sleep.kept laughing and laughing.can't cry so i laugh.nicer anyway?'ster left for sushi=.=finally submitted my statement of absence=.=tomorrow's wednesday!can't wait for last part of the week:Dits week 6 already.time seems to have flown by.becoming anti-social in class.believe that i'm really quiet?learning.watching.waiting.
fridaylessons as usual.
wasn't feeling well.
had a free cab ride:D
end up not meeting mummy.
much apologies!
went out with sis.
bought so much stuff=.=
had pizza:D
saturdaygot up early to go janel's house.
was so tired i missed like 2/3 bus stops=.=
walked back:D
such a hot day la please=.=
some stuff happened):
came home.
did abit of project.
kena arrowed to organize dinner together.
end up only me and 'ster.
exchange was rather interesting.
refreshments had tiramisu:D <3>
LOVE talking to her:D
sundaywoke up early.
end up decided to cab to church with 'ster:D
was kinda late?!
worship was at the
tabernacle:D
uber coolness!:D
cell was alright.
had usher duty.
did highlife side:D
kept having to walk around.
painnn...
changed:D
went for lunch at giants.
walked there:D
i love walking:D
went to tm for movie.
got a ride there:D
blades of glory!super funny movie:D
got a ride home:D
completed project draft.
hate PD la!
capture the dream:D
school was as usual.
went home with 'ster.
more like send her to tampines=.=
learned something.
to do this when i see her.heh.
SOAP!*touches cheek area*:D
tried to go get tb but out of stock.
have homework=.=
how nice=.=
was super hungry on the bus.
thanks to 'ster for the chocolates.
fell asleep.
nothing much.
grandma in malaysia so have da bao food.
finally talked to dearest after so long!its really good.
though we hung up cause she was too tired=.=
hmmm.
maybe i haven't been a good example of being Christ-like.
maybe i've been really insensitive.
maybe i've done stuff to hurt others and not realized.
maybe i need to change.
maybe i've lost my focus to be a model of Christ.
maybe i need to get back with Him.
maybe i just got to learn/change.
what would jesus do...
for hurting anyone.
i'm sorry.
this hasn't been a good month.
alot of stuff's been happening.
Lord i pray that you'll teach me.help me to change.to be more like you.i'm sorry for having done things my way.for not seeking you in the decisions i make.for having displaced you from the centre of my life.i'm sorry.really sorry.blogger looks alright.
just can't choose the font and colour.
hmmm.
classes as usual.
didn't get tb.
tomorrow must get=.=
went to meet joshua with titus after school
'ster was also there.
went to meet class.
left for seoul garden at taka.
eat and eat for like 2/3 hours.
craziness la please.
walked around then left for home.
saw this 2 les on the train.
was uncomfortable seeing them so intimate.
perhaps cause i've left that behind?
hmmm.
called joshua to talk.
break in between.
then continued.
something not nice is going to happen.
i'm not looking forward to it.
someone teach me howww...
everything's going downhill allover again...
i'll find comfort in YOU and only YOU alone.YOU're my rock.my pillar of strength.only YOU matter for the world will fade away.woke up early.
left late so cabbed=.=
wasn't late afterall.
went to buy tb for graphic design.
stupid GD book so heavy.
tomorrow got to buy the other tb.
shall not bring the one for GD:D
lectures was boring as usual=.=
hadache was so bad=.=
went home with them on the train.
haven't done that for awhile.
was feeling hungry so alighted with yeling at toa payoh.
ahhh.
that oh-so-familiar stop.
memories of eu/yc/assists came:D
went to eat at kou fu.
ironic ain't it=.=
talked about stuff:D
she alrighted at orchard.
came home then slacked as usual.
went to sleep:D
hmmm.
things haven't been smooth sailing lately.
i'm sorry to all if i've lost my temper at you.
i need to learn to control my emotions.
alot of stuff's been going on.
i'm going to have an overload right about now.
i need your help.your wisdom.be with me and guide my every decision oh Lord...
cliche but true.
rhymes aights?
hmmm.
everything as usual.
lab was interesting.
can't get the last circuit=.=
report due on week 7/8=.=
as i predicted.
kena nagged during PD=.=
proposal passed surprisingly.
so now got to do like draft for her.
what hard copy plus soft copy=.=
supposed to do some EQ-related stuff.
lecture was like...=.=
lab was killer as usual=.=
IT stuff is getting to me=.=
my cpu doesn't register the data you've just send.
please try re-sending.
error...
there appears to be no reception.
perhaps 1 of the packets/frames etc was dropped off by the router.
don't think anyone get what i'm typing.
oh wells.
tomorrow's a short day.
thank God for that:D
long talk with mummy[joan]:D
its so nice talking to her:D
LOVE YOU!did something wrong):
ahhh.
i can't stand it!!!
i'm so sorry _______!
it was never meant to have happened):
shades of grey all around.God's all i need.cleanse me from the inside out...
finally sunday:D
went early to pei amanda.
but there were others already=.=
worship then word.
word was interesting;D
service was good:D
signed up for baptism class:D
by faith i
WILL get baptised this year:D
went for lunch.
then was pool time:D
not on form=.=
oh wells.
went for dinner at cs.
its monday tomorrow:D
can't wait:D
did PD proposal.
re-did it=.=
i forsee her nagging once again=.=
rahhh.
anyways.
seems like time's flying.
can't wait for next sunday!!!:D
due to badminton try-outs muscles are
STILL aching=.=
spent time with zy/janel/rachel[yong]:D
went for megalife service:D
its a really different environment.
but still there's a sense of familiarity:D
went to hug mummy then kena blue-black=.=
oh wells.
cheryl FINALLY told me what she's been wanting to say:D
thank you!:D
its really nice to hear that:D
know that i love you oh-so-much k!:D
left with yongyong:D
got B&J ice-cream:D
talked:D
did the PD project.
crap la.
i just simply dislike PD so much man=.=
rahhh.
ANYWAYS!!!its sunday tomorrow!!!:D
think this is like my shortest post since don't know when.
oh wells.HAHA!
yesterdaynothing much.
as usual just that lab's difficult=.=
took like 5-10 minutes in the toilet.
was attempting to take picture:D
my head looked like it appeared out of nowhere=.=
went for lunch at kou fu.
heard that the last lecture was cancelled.
kinda sian la cause 'ster end at like 5?!
went to check and really cancelled=.=
went to meet 'ster.
she went for tutorial.
waitwaitwait...
didn't go in time for her last lecture.
went in at break.
air-con's good:D
'ster/me and her friend went to sports hall.
played abit.
starting was...=.=
left after hearing that its for competitive=.=
72 was chao crowded.
SARDINES!!!finally got seats on the upper deack:D
went home then for dinner.
todaydidn't go school cause went to hospital):
slacked at home.
the appointment was a total waste of time=.=
caught up on the time lost for sleep:D
i really miss going to school.
miss my class):
after starting to take public transport to school.
i learned some things.don't leave the house late.
the train can be really squeezy.
got to be steady and pray you won't fall.
move in as much as you can so others can get in.
its really expensive if i cab to school.
if you sleep on the train you might wake up to people staring at you.
or just sleep earlier so you won't fall asleep.
i like taking train better than bus.
i get motion sickness.
walk/run faster to catch the next bus/train.
it really sucks to have to wait.
this are the thoughts i can remember.
bear in mind.
i haven't taken public transport to school for 10 years.
think i'll never ever not go to school.
unless really very sick.
oh yeah!
have to think of title for homework.
PD is so annoying!!!=.=
Create your own Friend Test hereif you see this/i tell you do must do ahhh!:D
HAHA!:D
LOVES!
blogger's like so rubbish now?!
so anyway today was as usual.
was kinda not myself?
last lesson:lab was fun.
doing that wiring thing.
i failed.
oh wells:D
'ster ended earlier.
hmmm.
took 72 then came to my place.
slacked.
clipped my hair.paint my nails=.=
cabbed down so end up early=.=
its fun with vanessa and natalie:D
prayer meeting was good.
think going for flag day as a cell:D
cool eh!
come support ahhh!:D
prayed for each other as a cell:D
prayed for 'ster.luckily;D
cabbed home:D
school's server's taking forever to load.
i want to do my homework ahhh=.=
oh wells.
too tried so forget it:D
Girl: What's wrong?
Boy: I like her so much
Girl: Talk to her!
Boy: I don't know. She won't ever like me.
Girl: Don't say that. You're amazing.
Boy: I just want her to know how I feel.
Girl: Then tell her.
Boy: She won't like me...
Girl: How do you know that?
Boy: I can just tell.
Girl: Well just tell her.
Boy: What should I say?
Girl: Tell her how much you like her!
Boy: I tell her that daily.
Girl: What do you mean?
Boy: I'm always with her. I love her.
Girl: I know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me...
Boy: Wait. Who do you like?
Girl: Oh some boy.
Boy: Oh... she won't like me either.
Girl: She does.
Boy: How do you know..?
Girl: Because, who wouldn't like you?
Boy: You.
Girl: You're right, I dont like you, I love you.
Boy: I love you too.
Girl: So are you going to talk to her?
Boy: I just did.
sweet isn't it?
took it from
nadia's blog:D
oh wells.
TLW!!!HAHA!
daughter
LOVESmother!:D
God's myour pillar of strength.need him now more than ever.had like so many sweets today:Dlectures was boring.LOL.went to canteen during break.bought bubble tea.rest bought same/wedges.like some picnic.HAHA!yeling drank her bubble tea.the teacher was like did i say you can't drink?do it discreetly=.=left to meet 'ster.took my own sweet time.turns out she ended when i was reaching.made our way down to vivo.saw many many many haivanas=.=the food at the foodrepublic place is...never eat there again man.sm3 was alright la.just that i was sweater-less and freezing away...left 1st with 'ster to city hall to...missed the train cause too crowded.talked to people:Dnot going to school on friday.stupid hospital appointment only have friday and only that time.tsktsk.tomorrow have prayer meeting...go?don't go?maybe its all too much for me to handle.hmmm.to learn to be patient and trust in HIS timing...
typing this before i'm on my way to school[080707].yesterday's lessons were as usual.just that it wasn't raining:Dwas having on-off fever again=.=kou fu's open:Dshorter queues:Dwent to check out the roadshow.submitted the stuff at admin office.its the nearer one:Dwent to cut hair:Dlike FINALLY!!!slackslackslack...computer last night was conked la=.=kept jamming and post was like gone twice.gave up re-typing after the 2nd time it happened=.=many things happened.how it all seems to come at the same time...how it hurts that badly...oh wells.watching spiderman3 with class and 'ster today:DILOVEMUMMYJOAN!!!
woke up earlier.intended to get something along with the letter for dearest.ended up walked the wrong way=.=anyways.was 15 minutes early for cell.was sleeping and amanda went to mess up my hairshe forever messing up my hair=.=surprisingly most were on time.early even:Dstarted with worship then split up for word.was kinda crazy la.like chao high.HAHA!buddy system for otc reading.mine is joshua[ong].thanks ah kenneth.before he passed me the paper still can say its God's will.wahhh...service was...can't help but fell asleep a couple of times.feel so guilty man=.=was having fever again=.=lunch-ed at different taste.first time there.food's not bad:Dwaited super long for the rest.ended up going to pool first.got to go student admin there tomorrow=.=must cut hair tomorrow!!!
friday
nothing much.
lectures as usual.
stupid books still out of stock=.=
ended quite early partly cause didn't go for CCT.
went to the library instead.
booked that room to watch movie again.
watched the mummies.
so much nicer than that python show la=.=
stop-over at macs.
was early for yc surprisingly.
room was rather smelly=.=
was chao tired so kinda didn't really get involved.
talked to dearest!!!:D
today
overslept but wasn't that late.heh.
usual stuff.
in charge of dogs with shannon but guess what.
we would both not be there tomorrow.
how nice=.=
but luckily mus would be there.
she's like really good:D
got something for dearest:D
left like just few hours before board break):
bbq was alright.
cheese cake was good:D
decided not to go back as no point since i missed board break=.=
attempted to cut hair.
shop was close already=.=
shall cut tomorrow:D
lalalaaa.
i shall be on time for cell!
even early:D
i love dancing:DDD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!
hope you had a good day today.have a really great year ahead.all my best wishes:D
p.s same to all those i know who's birthday is today:D[the back part la:D]
GOD'S MY ONLY SUPERHERO:D
<-siti at the back along with shasha and i acting cute;Dsiti looks so mischievous.HAHA!was kinda seh-ed in the morning.lab wasn't as nice as usual.thanks to people around who helped or tried helping:Dtutorial was...boring?HAHA!lunch was TERRIBLE!thanks to stupid fj that closed down ended up walking to like every canteen.finally settled on potato wedges and drumsticks.even had to dabao.wasn't that filling.lecture was like...lecturer was like talking to himself.just reading off the slides=.=ended early.waited at macs for 'ster.did random stuff=.=of all the times to be homework-less.but thank GOD for that anyway:Dshe ended earlier:Dplayed with her friends.went to do her ez-link card matters.took bus 72 with her then 17.tomorrow's friday:Dgoing for eu/yc tomorrow plus 1/2 of saturday.just didn't really feel like going suddenly?like can't wait for sunday.to be in church and worshipping once again:Dtry to go help at board-break.oh wells.i should really go cut my hair!rahhh...perhaps i'm just emo-ing?i really want GOD to be back in the centre of my life.where everything will be back to normal.
thats shasha and me:Drained so end up not wearing new shoes):was late cause siti was late.oh wells:Dwas like rushing the pseudo code thingy=.=didn't really absorb much.was busy doing tutorial to listen during graphic design.so also didn't listen.HEH!wahhh.they close down food junction cause south canteen to be so packed la!=.=had to go all the way to macs that one.changing to kou foo.first lunch to be so filling.lab was alright la.kinda boring.quiz was...we were cooperating with each other:Dwent to meet 'ster.slacked at the macs that canteen.along with 'ster's classmate:ross:Dwent off.kenneth reached first.it was held in this very steep-looking LT.i don't like.phobia la.worship was...atmosphere abit...word was just off?zhao-ed to meet joshua.talked to him and kenneth.kenneth was being chao godly and i was like=.=all got into cab to tampines.was chao funny in the cab la:Dguys went to watch spiderman3.i also want to watch laaa.left with 'ster.wahhh.homework's cheem-er and cheem-er=.=HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANEL LOI EN HUI!hope you had a good day:Dand many wishes.ahhh.God will always be there to guide you.seek and you'll find ask and you'll receive:Di'm not really feeling very word-ish now.so yeah.LOVES!what is happening to me.i'm going nuts.all over again.and its worse?
woke up early though its holiday):
left the house.
was late.
the guys were even later=.=
let me tell you i really dislike waiting for people.
ESPECIALLY GUYS!
plus they weren't even apologetic=.=
was toatlly pissed off la!
waited 1hr for you can at least say sorry?!
saw zy and janel:D
got to know 2 new people:D
ida and edwin:D
decided to zhao.
they didn't even realize i was pissed till i said it=.=
walked around bugis street with them.
like the fifth wheel.
attempted getting skirt for janel.HAHA!
the 2 _______ ahhh=.=
went back to bj.
ida and edwin lef first.
walked around.
end up didn't find anything.
left first.
so tired.
saw nice stuff though:D
shall get it next time:D
finished most of the pseudo code thingy=.=
tomorrow going for that campus crusade thingy with 'ster and kenneth:D
meeting joshua after that.
sure end up very tired one=.=
oh wells.
have another programming homework to do.
shall ask siti:D
really should learn to sleep earlier man.
oh wells.
tomorrow's a special day:D
title's so...
i know.haha.
mood was totally affected by my sis in the morning.
seriously she should learn her lesson.
shall not elaborate but yeah.
attempted charging my mp3.
left the house late so end up late.
lab was kinda fun:D
elective was...
lecture was...
didn't understand what that lecturer was talking la.
asked but still don't understand.
well done man.
lunch.
didn't get our books.
lab[html etc] was...
was kinda lost then when on track then no time liao.
nice one-.-"
thank you 'ster for waiting for me.
also to her classmates who accompanied her.
took train to amk.
had to walk to amk hub cause the bus only there have-.-"
end up went to look at haivanas.haha.
saw nice stuff=.=
took bus 22.
wah my head ahhh.
almost died.
change bus.
walked home.
tomorrow's holiday:D
feel like going out but waiting for the 'right' people to ask.
if you know what i mean.haha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!
[real one!haha.]
may you find a good job and not be so unhappy!:Dtake care.loves!
