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here i am,send me

well,its been another month.and no one reads this?haiz.oh wells.and my holidays like for me to slack.meant to start mugging of Os.but just no strength and motivation luh.so tired everytime i try doing my holiday homework.horrible results.deproved despite all the extra hardwork i put in compared to mid-year.
so tired.just so very very tired!

few people want to help.like the sec 4s.vividly remember the few of them saying that they'll help me after Os,when they're free.and eli.
yihui
jocelyn
maggie

(and some others perhaps?sorry i forgot le)

well,thanks for wanting to try.but i think u all better reconsider.its hard to teach me.heh.which is amths and science(combined physics and chemistry).for some reason emaths is much more understandable for me now.hmmz.i can pass amaths class test but not exams.i just can't do science.not scientific enough perhaps?no chemistry luh(get it?).hahaz.i know its lame.but am kinda high.perhaps its cause its midnight?ah wells.perhaps me and studying is never going to have any connection whatsoever.heh.after all that TYS i'm still like that.whats the point?at least should improve a little?!i get the feeling that aaron doesn't think i 'm giving my best.but i am!i'm tired,i'm tired of being upset and crying over my results.its like the more effort i put in,the lesser the improvement and even deprovement(end-year),and the more upset i am.i did try my best.aaron said that if u tried your best,there would be no regrets.but i tried and look at the results?
so sick.so tired.

oh lord,i need your strength.