had amaths[0700-0800] in the morning.SO TIRED.oh my goodness!had YOUTH MISSION till 1300.SO NICE AND FUN(:can't wait for tomorrow's one!(:went back to class.got back geography paper.FAILED.unfortunately it was an f9.and so i failed my COMBINED HUMANITIES.so saddening can!haiz.slacked.slept.went for emaths lesson at MULTI PURPOSE ROOM.did O level june paper.paper one only.ahhh.so sian.came home.seemed like no way to reach home as the area outside the lift was being drilled-.-"found out had to go throught the centre.then home(:feel like going for NIGHT CLASSES.anyone wants to join me?haha.can't wait for friday's OUTING!(:
-so YOU need some time off.and YOU leave me hanging.can YOU stop being so princessy about it and open YOUR golden mouth!what the hell is wrong with YOU?i've been trying my best to resolve this.and i'm reaching my limit already!YOU tell others its my fault and that i started it and i make YOU worried.have YOU thought about the times when YOU made me feel that way too?so now only YOU can be angry and i cannot la?is that it?only YOU can be close to other people i cannot isit?YOU say that YOU are worried about me.why didn't YOU call earlier?have YOU thought that when YOU are late or don't come for service i might be worried about what has happened to YOU or that YOU are backsliding?YOU didn't even let me explain.YOU just simply and conveniently place a wall/barrier there.what do YOU expect me to do.YOU are the one who refuses to answer me then YOU want me to talk to YOU and look like some idiot cause YOU don't want to reply.and then its wrong for me to talk to others and become somewhat closer to them?so now whatever that i do is wrong?is that it?i'm always the one in the wrong isn't it.i'm always the one saying sorry 1st isn't it.why can't it be YOUR fault?have YOU thought about that?how do YOU expect me to know how YOU feel/why YOU are pissed off?it might all see like i
