071006[saturday]:
met DEE.thought i was late.she even later as she thought i said 1130-.-"got my stuff from POPULAR.the HAZE is like REALLY BAD.walking to church while bathing in my perspiration.organized file while dee ate.during that i couldn't help but overheard a conversation.haiz.its not their fault but can't they not talk about it.you can't be worse than me.my L1R5 is 38 for goodness sake.haiz.anyways.started on work.namely amaths.AMATHS=HEADACHE.rahhh.during one of those headache-y times decided to help with communion preparation HOWEVER it was like that chinese idiom:yue bang yue mang[the more you help the wore it is].anyways!thanks to dee i managed to do my amaths homework.service.dee stayed!(:once again ESTHER KOH YING JIE has left me alone.so i went for that poly thingy.alone.kinda left out as aza was talking to laura.but the cell seems really nice.fun and stuff.looks more INTERESTING than jc in my opinion la.got to know quite a few people(:oh and CORDELIA told me that ushers camp's on my birthday-.-"i feel intimidated.
081006[sunday]:
woke up late.talked to JANEL.the usual sunday routine[csi.eat.csi.csi].slacked.did social studies.nothing much.just emo-ing.maybe cause those who got like below 20 can complain that they got nowhere to go like what the la!and no i don't care or want to know.don't think anyone will actually understand if you've never gotten into the 30+++ range.like hello!if you've been doing well your whole life don't tell me you understand how i feel.you don't.yes i know i'm being pessimistic.so?this is reality.so you want me to go around being happy all the time when i have done my best and get this type of marks.i'm tired of crying and being upset about my results.so you know what...get this.I DON'T CARE!
