scare.scared.scary...
today is the start of NEW TIMETABLE(:woke up at 0700(:then my sis was like my paper starts at 0800!lol.she another blur one.i'm like SURROUNDED by blur people man!lol.she left first.went earlier cause ANOTHER blur person namely my dear daughter 'STER went at usual timing-.-"stared blankly at the amaths questions.gave up.ate.slack.went up to class.lessons were SO BORING.tutorial till 1530+++.complete waste of time can!talked to ADELINA like the WHOLE TIME?haha.see!your name also in my post what!haha.left with her and DEBORAH.slack.eat.sleep.dinner.went back for NIGHT SELF-STUDY with 'ster.met up late cause had dinner late and all the bottles in my house seemed to be leaking!argh!settled down in the canteen.NADIA[SULAIMAN] came(:she thought me chemistry DESPITE me annoying her.nice eh!(:did emaths after she left.she came back at like 2145 and was like not going home?decided to slack till 2200.found out we were LOCKED IN!like oh my goodness!rahhh.went to try asking 1 of the nuns to open the gates for us.then nadia sms-ed me saying the secondary side gate was opened-.-"CHIONGED OUT.saw that lights and fans were still on-.-"so 'ster ran back to off it.she cabbed back.home.ahhh..just found out that the money my sister passed me is gone!i so REMEMBERED i returned it to her!rahhh.this is baddd...really PRAY that this will be resolved man!argh...
[got this from pauline's blog]rather interesting.heh(:
You are a Mystic, known for your imaginative, intuitive spirituality. You value peace, harmony, and inner silence. Mystics are nurtured by walking alone in the woods or sitting quietly with a trusted friend. You may also enjoy poetry, meditation, wordless prayer, candles, art, books, and anything else that helps you connect with God.
Mystics experience God best through rich images and symbols. You are contemplative, introspective, intuitive, and focused on an inner world as real to you as the exterior one. Hearing from God is more important to you than speaking to God. Others may attribute human characteristics to God, but you see God as ineffable, unnamable, and more vast than any known category. You are intrigued by God's mystery.
Mystics want to inspire and persuade others, and need to live lives of significance. At times you push the envelope of spirituality, helping the rest of us imagine who we might become if we followed your lead.
Sometimes you may feel a bit guilty about your need for solitude and silence. If so, you probably have bought into the American myth that says being alone and doing nothing is lazy, antisocial, and unproductive. Stop it -- now. Give yourself permission to retreat and be alone. It's essential for your well-being.
On the other hand, don't get so carried away retreating that you become a recluse. That only deprives the world of your gifts and deprives you of the lessons that come from being with others. Some Mystics may have a true vocation for solitary prayer, but the rest of you need to alternate retreat time with involvement and interaction.
http://www.upperroom.org/methodx/thelife/test.asp?act=test
