think.thinker.thinking...kinda too lazy to wake up.just felt so tired no matter how much i sleep.haiz.ate breakfast.watched csi[s].had lunch.talked to JANEL AND EUNICE.yep.finally their names appeared(:haha.slept.so pig.haiz.[random]was thinking about a certain SOMEBODY whom i thought was a really great friend.no need to mention any names.anyways!its like.no matter how much you might end up hating this person.you got to admit that you ever did have SOME good times with that someone.ANNOYING ain't it?haiz.oh wells.have been doing some thinking after being shown our OH SO WONDERFULresults.just like my dearest LISBETH said.i can't go anywhere.seriously.not even ITE.so lousy.kinda really wish that i got retained last year.i'm deproving all the way.34.36.now 38.somehow i've not cried about my results yet.it RAINED REALLY HEAVILY yesterday and while looking at the rain i suddenly felt so poetic as this line came to me--->THE RAIN THAT FELL WERE JUST LIKE THE TEARS WHICH I DID NOT CRY...i'm really not the self-motivated kind.just can't get myself to study.yes.i know it concerns my future but looking at my results.please.forget it.really don't know how to study liao la.i'm really NOT the study type.and the people i know are like so smart.like at least they are GOING SOMEWHERE.most of them that is.haiz.its always so much easier to encourage anyone.for me it does not include myself.haiz.i don't know...i might even have to think about the cut-off point for ite.its like i'll get motivated for like only one day?then i'll go back to slacking.JEREMIAH 29:11 says " For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD , "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." He knows the plans to PROSPER you. to give you HOPE & a FUTURE. so believe & claim that verse ok! =)-momoi even posted it here.but its like i know but don't think it will really motivate me?-tireddd...
