here i am.hello to anyone who still comes.*knocks*anybody there?lol.so long since i last blogged.all that fiasco.anyways i posted so many pictures.a picture's worth a thousand words so there's like at least 20000 words eh:D
before i blog about those major events.must complain first!blogger gave me like so much problem signing in.i just want to blog man!keep insisting i migrate.tsktsk!alright.done.so nice right.only few lines.haha.moving on...
stay at cgh
yep.kena admitted for 1 night.suspected appendicitis.deprived of food.magazines my dad bought for me didn't help.so many pictures of food-.-"forced all my shit out.felt so voilated please.took x-ray.think its like super cool please.lol.killed my cells though.hmph.ward had 5 people including me.old malay ladies beside and opposite[left for op in the morning and had family members crying.] me.a depressed[real one k] lady across and a chinese elderly woman at the far end.took my blood at like 2am+++.you lucky i was awoken by the existence of noisy people in my room.still remember your name ah mr gary!so mr gary starts his blood-taking on my right hand.started tearing.the plain plus my already existing phobia due to that food poisoning incident at bangkok didn't exactly help.guess what!he couldn't find my vein!thanks ah!i was already shaking liao la!then he was like so will you donate blood next time?what a question please!-.-"next he was like you left hander or right hander so i was like right.then he moved to my left.asked if he could be gentle then was like i guy how to be gentle-.-"i was like i'm scared!he was like me also.really.thanks ah!tsk.wah!for some unknown reason it hurt even more.okie i cried like crap.it really hurts k!but he's alright la since he got me a tissue.but guess what.he left the rubbish around my bed.and that needle thingy aka the butterfly on my bed.when the nurse came and i passed it to her she wanted to scold the doctor.lol:Dbut seriously its dangerous.couldn't get much sleep.woke up at 6 and just stoned till grams came.caught some shut eye at 1500+++.awoke to find many visitors of the patient next to me.almost had to stay another night but thankfully could go home in the end.btw.everytime when doctor visits i have like 3 doctors.cool eh!last day was 4.so boring at cgh la.made friends with the nurses in the ward: Dsouvenirs:2 needle holes&that name tag on my wrist.mum thought i crazy to ask to keep.haha.anyways.
final diagnosis:mesenteric adenitis[if i spell correctly].similar to appendicitis but no need op.
oh learnt things while i was there:D
CRIB:completely rest in bed.
RIB:rest in bed
FP:fall precaution[thought food poisoning.lol]
results
hot topic of the month.currently la huh.well its rather annoying cause everyone's like so how did you do.haiz.human nature.when you do well you'll be alright if not you will find it annoying.yes.i'm talking about myself.don't think i did well.in fact i feel cheated.yes i know i improved.i'm happy but i still felt cheated.looking at my result slip i felt so lost.as i counted the number became bigger and bigger.in the end my heart felt so heavy.i thought i was going to suffocate.this is the first exam i studied so hard for and thats what i got.i really did do my best.looking at my result made me feel like giving up all over again.everyone said Os is easier.but isit really easier?after all the talks that people gave me in an effort to get me back on track.it really took alot out of me to be able to start studying all over again after looking at my prelim results.yes.i know that results are not that important.but i just felt so disappointed.where did i go wrong?i really wondered.would i feel less disappointed if i didn't even bother trying in the first place?cause i know i would not do well anyway.it has been really tiring.even though i was sick i just kept going on.the results made it all seemed like crap.its not like i couldn't do it outside the exam for some of it.but its like no matter how much effort i put in the results like crap.i told myself not to expect anything high up but i'm still human.i wasn't even thinking of vjc like many i know.i know i wouldn't be able to cope.or am i really jsut not the studying type?i know i shouldn't compare but i just can't help feeling so inferior.i feel cheated.really.
mummy dearest has started baking cny goodies:D
oh yeah!
HAPPY
thanks for listening to my complains,nonsense and whatnots!i really appreciated it!its great that we are friends now:Dreally miss talk to you!hope you get the weight that you need:Dlol.take care and God bless you!can't wait to see you soon!
