lost 1/2 my voice=.= was not concentrating during GD la=.= went for CCT. we left too late cause the teacher turned up=.= went for kou fu. then for DE. had to do 2 pages of e-learning=.= maybe going for movie with dearest:D sis and cousin having movie marathon. i promised then now like ps-ing them.OOPS! oh wellies! tomorrow's PUSH drive!
it kinda got better. but somehow it came rushing back. all the bitterness. i just want so much to run away. i used to love smiling. now its just for the sake of it. wonder how many people actually notice that. you have your significant other now. i got to learn to let go. stop using me as a substitute. i'm not your play toy. i'm so disappointed in you.
i know its not your fault that i ____ you. but why isit that you just don't get it. i really don't know how to face you. i was all ready to give it all up till it all came back. why do i keep seeing you when i least expect. i'm so tired. to have to keep up with this pretense. how nice it would be if i could drop all of this and run.
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THE GIRL
❤ AUDREY LIM WEI SHI ❤ 071290
MEGALIFE/HIGHLIFE ML USHER/EA USHER SAC 2/POLY/ITE 3
ASSIST[MindChamps] SACPS/SACSS/NYP
DMIT[ITSM]
say what you mean
mean what you say
listen and be silent...
behind the most beautiful facade
is the ugliest reality