overslept today=.=
was dying during lesson.
all thanks to my headache.
perhaps due to all the sleep-deprivation and fever etc.
school ended early as usual.
went to do project in the library.
finally tried esprit.
its really not bad.
went to have macs then home with 'ster.
i'm really tired.
it seems like all i do is give.
why do i care so much when others don't.
i need a break.
all i feel like doing is run away.
it hurts so much.
seems like no one cares anyway.
all i need is someone to show they care.
sp vincent said to be honest in prayer right.
so where are you God.
why do i feel so faraway.
i'm getting more and more bitter.
feeling so unappreciated.
so unloved.
why.
everything's going downhill once again.
i want to run away.
i really need a break badly.
or maybe just a good cry.
neither of which i can get.
tired.
i really am.
