wasted my day away.
filed all my stuff.
no mood to study.
what to do...
been thinking alot.
i'm suddenly very tired.
i don't feel like doing so many things.
and yet...
i don't seem to have a choice.
i resent having to be the one to take the first step.
so much expectations from others.
maybe cause they don't know me.
sometimes i don't know myself.
don't even know what i'm doing.
just seem to always be this way.
what's my destiny in life God?
