Simply Vintage :D

two EUs have gone by just like that with only thursday for me to rest.
but there were the good and bad about the two.
first EU assisted the donkeys.
they had some who really took the initiative.
second EU assisted the cows.
the girls were the ones who made so much effort.
seems like i was known by many at the second EU.
honestly was the first time i'm so involved with the participants.
seriously enrique should just get lost man.
even if you're taking pictures must you keep getting my[and other people's] way.
and you screwed up the 1 and only dance i had onstage.
don't offer to lead if you can't and make it all so disgusting.
kinda kena molested by j & e.
seriously just eff off man and don't try me!=.=
but even so out of all this that's happened.
weishi and i got closer with the cab rides=D
brent taught me bowling=D
really wish i can be there for the next program.
i really need a break.

am i really such a terrible person/friend.
why.
you hurt me again and again.
backstab me again and again.
say such untrue stuff.
stop putting up that fake and act-cute front.
you've changed so much.
i'm really starting to wish i don't have anything to do with you.
i don't wish to go back anymore.

why isit so hard to get love and connection.
you don't even try.
its takes two hands to clap.
i'm so tired.
i don't feel love at all anymore.
i wish i can start all over again.
i wish i had a heart of stone.
so i won't feel anything anymore.
so i won't feel like crying anymore.

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maybe i'm just such an asshole.
all i can say is i'm sorry.