got woken up bright and early with minimal sleep=.= travelled all the way to jelapang[took LRT]=.= wore the wrong shoes that worsened stuff): travelled to dhoby then changed to go sengkang=.= well it made me think alot while i was there. am reminded of zy's comment that i'm melancholic. well my 3rd uncle contracted cancer and has only days. life is really short as you know it. suddenly reminded of that time when i attempted suicide. the whole time there was really overwhelming for me. i feel so helpless and useless. and yet i was feeling so inferior due to somebody. that all seemed to not matter anymore. my thoughts went back to my grandmother. what if i can't save her in time and my parents also. this has really been bugging me and yet i haven't actually done anything about it. am i really just going to continue like that? parents are off to m'sia tomorrow. ps,ILoveYou is a really good book. ahhh what to do i'm a sucker for sappy stuff=.=
God i'm really so human and so powerless without You. please teach and guide me on what i should do...
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❤ AUDREY LIM WEI SHI ❤ 071290
MEGALIFE/HIGHLIFE ML USHER/EA USHER SAC 2/POLY/ITE 3
ASSIST[MindChamps] SACPS/SACSS/NYP
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say what you mean
mean what you say
listen and be silent...
behind the most beautiful facade
is the ugliest reality