Simply Vintage :D

went to school today cause there was supposed to be meeting.
end up it seemed like i was going to be alone so i left.
seriously should start to study having only one week.
going to start on the mountain of projects thats been forgotten.

in life there's no backspace and you can only try to change the future.
whats past is already past and you can't do anything about it.
perhaps i just thought i was really a nice person in the past.
seems like not everyone agreed and though there's different benchmarks.
i think i've been too comfortable with everything.
i've decided to change and hopefully its for the better.
if it happens with more than one then you should start to think.
like what someone i know said and i think its quite true.
just going to make an effort and i hope i'll be given a chance to.

Dear God...
i know i've been empty and have long dropped out of the path You've placed for me and have even started to get used to it.perhaps i might not be 'desperate enough' for You but i really miss You God and have once too many a time treated You like a sugar daddy.i'm sorry for those times.only you know me for who i really am and accept me but i pray that you'll change me to become more like You each and everyday.break my heart Lord.for what breaks Yours.i don't want this to be just another prayer cause i mean it.without You i'll just be an empty shell.like how a snail need its shell and how a hermit needs its shell.it might seem so heavy and too much of a burden but i know You'll be there to carry me.i long for that intimate encounter with You Lord.just You and me.i miss you Daddy.
xoxo